That night when everyone was asleep I packed all of my clothing in one of the boys suitcases.
By 5am I had everything set and I left them a note:
Dear One Direction,
I'm going to write a separate part for each band member.
Thanks for taking care of Bear. He really likes you. I would leave him but I need him. He's the only family I have left. So otherwise, treat Eleanor right. Don't make the same mistakes as Niall and Harry.
Thanks for being kind to me even though all of you did kidnap me and kill my family... Anyway same goes for you. Treat Perrie right. Bye.
Thank you for being the best friend I could ever ask for. I love you like a brother and hope to see YOU soon. No one else. I hope you find the perfect girl for you one day. You deserve only the best. I will miss you and I keep in touch... If you don't tell the others. Please be good, Li Li.
I thought we had something real. I was wrong. You get people to like you then you make them regret it. Don't expect me to forgive you. You blame things that are out of my control. Just know I did love you once. Take care.
I love you. That's why I have to leave.
Ps. I won't tell anyone you killed my parents....
She loves me.
But she left me.
I must find her.
I screwed up.
Man I fucked up!
I love her but I set her free.
She was just to smart to come back.
So she ran further.....
At least I know I did well.
She doesn't hate me. But she will.
When she contacts me I will tell Niall ASAP.
Sometimes it's worth it.
I cut my hair and died it back to its blue/blackish color. Bear got a collar and a leash.
Then I called the only person I thought I could trust.
Let me know what you guys think!