I saw her and broke down. I ran and kneeled next to her bed And started talking.
"Come on, babe. Wake up. I know you can do it!" I tried to sound enthusiastic. I cried. "I love you so much Shawna. Please wake up." I say there for two hours till I had to eat. I was starving.
Harry asked me to sit with Shawna while he got something to eat from McDonalds. (He was obviously getting me something, double what ever he was getting)
I sat down next to her. I've been loving he from afar. I was so sorry for doing that to her. I was writing songs after songs for her.
I started to sing "
I've been waiting all this time to finally say it
But now I see your heart's been taken
And nothing could be worse
Baby, I loved you first.
Had my chances
Could've been where he is standing
That's what hurts the most
Girl, I came so close
But now you'll never know
Baby, I loved you first" by the time it was over I was crying.
She started to move around but her eyes stayed closed. Maybe it was working...
"Did I do something stupid?
Yeah, girl, if I blew it
Just tell me what I did
Let's work through it
There's gotta be some way
To get you to want me
Cause no one ever looked
So good in a dress
And it hurts
Cause I know you won't be
No one ever makes me
Feel like you do
When you smile
Baby, tell me how to
Make it right
Now, all of my friends say
It's not really worth it
But even if that's true
No one in the world
Could stop me
From not moving on
Baby, even if I wanted to
Nobody compares to you
We're so Paris
When we kiss
When we kiss
The taste of
Now you're tearing up my heart
Tearing up my heart
You're tearing up my heart" I couldn't handle not having her anymore. She was the only one for me. Harry stole her from me. I knew everyone in the band had at least a small crush on her, even Zayn who was engaged!
I saw her eyes flutter open and she sighed.
"Niall?"she asked softly . She was awake! I did it.
"Yes, love?" I say
"What happened? I was at my birthday party... Wasn't I?" She asked
"Yes, love. Well you went to the bathroom. You never came out and then I heard you scream. I went in to see if you were okay and you were passed out on the floor because someone stabbed you." I say as calmly as possible. Tears were obviously visible in my eyes.
"Niall?" She asked
"Yes, Shawna?" I replied
"Are you crying over me? I thought you didn't like me." She says. It literally broke my heart.
"No, love. I never stopped loving you actually. I made a mistake. I was stupid. I now realize how much you meant to me... Still mean to me..." I trail off
I don't think I could handle a rejection from her.
"Niall, you could've apologized 6 months ago, an I would've said yes... I mean Harry isn't officially my boyfriend yet, we're only dating.." I fade away.
"That's the thing Shawna! He was going to ask you tonight!"
Did he just say that? Oh no. I can't take this.
"Where's Harry?" I ask
"He's out getting food. He didn't think you'd wake up... I'll share some of mine with you!" Niall smiles
"And tht seems like a very rare occasion" I laugh
Before I know what's happening I feel warm lips on mine. Niall was kissing me. I don't know what's happening. I'll just blame it on the injury tomorrow.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!" I hear before turning to see Harry with three McDonalds bags in his hands, before everything goes black.