25. embarassing much?
i stood in the breakfast line waiting to place my order. i felt someone tap on my shoulder and turned around surprised.
marcus stood there smiling. i instantly began to twirl my hair. hey marcus! i said over enthusiastically.
hey um cidney's looking for you. he said i stepped out of line still smiling. ok i said sweetly. so um i started. my hands began to sweat and i felt my face flush up. i cleared my throat. i was wondering if you would go out with me i said looking at my hands.
i looked at my marcus and saw him frowning. im sorry but i have a girlfriend he said quietly. yay i squeaked wait what.
i stopped walking did you just say no? i asked he nodded apologetic. he ran to grab something and started heading for the entrance leaving me frozen in shock. cidney came up looking sorry.
you knew didn't you asked quietly. she looked down and nodded. i have got to get away from here i thought. without warning i took off running.
after 30 minutes i reached my house. i grabbed the house key and opened the door not bothering to close it. i ran for my room and laid on my bed. i laid there and cried and cried and cried and cried. from embarrassment and jealously. who was this girl that he was supposedly dating.
i must've fell asleep because soon i felt someone shaking me awake. i opened my eyes to see cidney. forgetting i was mad at her. i tackled her in a hug. she laughed quietly. she grabbed a piece of paper and wrote im so sorry.
i nodded. it's ok maybe he wasn't the "guy". i said i looked at my clock to see it was 1:00. wow it had been 4 hours. just think cidney skipped the last hour of school for me. did he say anything? i asked
she shook her head looking down. i can't believe im heartbroken from a guy i never even went out with i yelled in frustration.
cidney laughed and went downstairs. she came back up with ice-cream and cookies. i couldn't help but laugh.