Don't let me go

Love, Lust and Pain....


9. Chapter 9

Cara's P.O.V

Niall climbed in the car first. I was about to sit at the back next to Monisa but Harry grabbed my arm and whispered "sit with me babe" and he winked. I obeyed and climbed in. He put one hand on my thigh and the other on the steering wheel. He kept his eyes glued to the road and the rest of us were talking. We were driving for two minutes and then Harry finally spoke up. 
"So how do you know Monisa?"
My Body instantly tensed up. I turned to face Monisa and she had a worried look on her face. My gaze turned to Niall who looked just as worried as her! What! How did he know! "She can tell you later" Monisa said as we all sighed with relief. 

A few minutes later we arrived in the car park and we headed inside. I looked into Harry's emerald eyes and saw him smirking. 
"What have I told you about staring"
He laughed as I felt my skin heat up. Wow that was really embarrassing. I looked over to Monisa and Niall, who were talking. I saw the way he looked at her. He's in love! I know it. I was kicked back into reality when Harry took my hand and took me to a storage cupboard. I looked at him with a confused face. "Harry what are you doin-" I was interrupted by his lips smashing onto mine. His soft warm lips moved in synch with mine. my stomach flipped. He pulled away and grabbed my hands. 

"Cara?"he said anxiously 

"Yes" I replied. Why am I here?!?!

"Cara, I think your beautiful, and amazing and last night was just.... I don't even know what to say about last night!" He said looking desperate.

"Cara, would you like to be my girlfriend?" He asked

My stomach flipped a thousand times. My heart was racing. I was just about to say yes when I saw his face fall. He looked so vulnerable.

"Oh I'm sorry, it was a stupid question" he said as he turned on his heel and reached for the door handle. 

I grabbed his arm and pulled him into a hug. 

"Yes.... Yes I would love to be your girlfriend." I whispered in his ear and I felt his body relax. 

He grabbed my hand and lead me out. Niall was outside of my dorm and Monisa walked out giving him a hug! There were 5 beds! She probably was supposed to stay in 103 too. 

"Hey" Niall waved at us when we reached the door. I gave him a kind smile before we entered the room. Harry walked behind me with our fingers still entwined. Eleanor smiled at us before she left the room in a coca cola T-shirt with red and white tartan pyjama bottoms. Dannielle followed her shortly after.

Harry sat next to me on my bed and Niall and Monisa sat opposite us on her bed. "So are you going to tell me how you met or what?!" Harry said as he rubbed circles in my back. 

Monisa and Niall started whispering things to each other. "Ok, I'll tell you Harry" Monisa said before taking in a deep breath. 

While she was telling him, we were all crying, even Harry. He pulled me into a hug and I could feel his heart beating really fast. I wish I could stay like this forever. 

After she told him Harry and Niall explained how they knew Monisa. Niall and Harry were best friends when they were 15 and that's when Niall and Monisa started to go out. Niall was crying when Monisa told us about Takula, the guy that guy who held us hostage for a year and what he did to her before he kidnapped me. 

I felt tears streaming down my face. I heard a sniffle and saw Harry wiping tears from his face. I curled up in his chest and I cried and cried. Then I fell asleep.

Louis P.O.V

I was walking Eleanor to her dorm after her and Dannielle came over to watch a movie. The door opened and we saw Harry and umm Cara in a bed. He had his arms wrapped around her Waiste. "Aww they look so cute" Eleanor said in a high pitch voice. "Yeh" I agreed before I looked over and saw......

Niall and a girl.... It.... It's Monisa!!!! Omg! When did she come!!! They looked just as cute. Their legs were entwined and Niall's head with digging into the crook of her neck. 

"I think we should Leave these lovebirds here alone" she said before turning on her heel and closing the door behind her. 

We headed back to the room and she pulled me into a hug. We looked over and saw Liam and Dannielle on Liam's bed. She was sleeping on his bare chest. They suited each other very well. I winked at Liam and he just rolled his eyes.

*2 hours later

Zayn and Perrie returned from their date and they smiled when they saw Eleanor sleeping beside me. "Well what's happened! Everyone's all lovey dovey today!"Perrie exclaimed. They probably just went to the girls dorm and saw the others sleeping.

*the next morning

I woke up to seeing Eleanor straddling me. "Lou! Wake up!" She exclaimed. "What!?" I said while being half asleep. "I just wanted to talk to you, I was bored" 

I quickly moved her and she was underneath me."now you won't be bored" I said with a huge grin spreading across my face. I pressed my lips onto hers and she kissed back. As moment passed by the kiss got sloppier and sloppier. I heard someone clear their throat. I turned around and saw Zayn. "Keep it PG 13 guys" he said while smirking. And he walked out of the room. I quickly jumped off her and I started to walk towards the bathroom. 

"Lou!" Eleanor shouted to me.

"Yes love?" I asked her while turning around to face her.

"Babe, you have morning breath" she giggled. Man she so cute. 

"Do I now!" I said while smirking.

She was standing up in front of the wall. I walked up to her and pushed her against the wall. I was about to say something but before the words could come out, she smashed her lips onto mine, and then pulled away. I was shocked. She pushed past me and headed for the door. 

"Lou, I recommend Colgate" she said while winking at me before she left the room. 

My mouth just dropped open. And I'm proud to say that she is my girlfriend.


Niall's P.O.V

The girls fell asleep after crying into our chests. I looked over at Harry and he was playing with a small chunk of Caras hair. She started to tense up. Her breathing became heavy. Then she started shouting.

"NO! Takula you bastard leave Monisa alone! Please! Do what you want to me but just don't hurt her!" She was sweating and Harry started To shake her. Her eyes shot open. She sat up and looked into Harry's eyes and just broke down. 

"Sshhh babe, it's okay now, I'm here to protect you." He cooed in her ear as she started to calm down. she soon started to drift off too sleep.

*10 minutes later

I saw Harry was sleeping now. They both looked so peaceful. I looked down at Monisa and smiled at the sight of her beauty. I don't get jealous or hurt when I see Harry and Cara together now. I just feel like I need to be there for Monisa.


I was leaning against the tree, waiting for Monisa to come for our date. I insisted on picking her up but her being her usual stubborn self said she was going to make her own way here. I was thinking of how I was going to tell her. We had been going out for 5 months now and I was going to tell her that I love her. I was brought back into reality when I saw her stand in front of me. Her caramel eyes were glossy and I pulled her into one of my world famous Horan hugs. 

"I'm so sorry Niall" she said while tearing up.

"About what babe?" I asked her.

"I.....I've been.... Seeing someone..."she mumbled but I made out every word like it was being carved onto my skin with a blade. My heart sank. 

"What?!" I said confused

"I've been seeing someone and I think I'm in love, I'm sorry Niall but I can't cheat on you anymore.... We have to finish this.... Good Bye" she said before she left. 

I was speechless. The love of my life just left me! I fell to my knees and was just crying my eyes out.

*flashback over*

My eyelids started to get really heavy. I couldn't stay awake anymore. My eyes just shut and before I knew it I was dreaming.

*Niall's dream*

I walked down the mahogany stairs and heard a scream. I saw a man. On top of Monisa. He was raping her. I tried to push him off but I couldn't move. He turned his face to me and I saw his face, I can't recognise him. Two seconds later he had a different face, then after that his face changed again. His face kept changing and I didn't recognise any of them.  I was so confused. 

*dream over*


Harry's P.O.V

I woke up and saw Cara peacefully sleeping on my bare chest. She looks like an angel. She's so beautiful. Some hair fell on her pretty face and I slowly brushed it away. I heard whispering. 

I looked up and saw Niall and Monisa. Monisa was sitting between Niall's legs with her back towards him and Niall had his dug his face in the crook of her neck. They actually looked cute together. 


I was sitting on my bed on my phone and the doorbell rang. I shot up and headed towards the front door.i slowly opened it to see Niall, his eyes were glossy and bloodshot and his cheeks were blotchy. It looked like he had been crying. 

"Ni, what happened?" I asked sounding really concerned.

"M....m...Monisa..." He stammered. His voice cracked half the way through her name.

I signalled for him to follow me into the living room. When we got in, he sat on the sofa. He was playing with his thumbs. 

"Do you want anything to eat?" I asked turning on my heel, just about to head towards the kitchen.

"No, I'm not hungry" he said with his eyes tearing up. That's when I knew something was wrong, really wrong...

I sat next to him and rubbed his shoulders. 

"Listen Niall, your my best friend and it hurts me to see you this way. As much as you don't want to tell me, you have to. I won't tell anyone, promise... Just tell me what happened"

*flashback over*

I Was brought back to the present when Niall spoke up.

"Good morning lazy arse, sleeping beauty has finally woke up" Niall said with a grin on his face.

My middle finger shot up at him.

He pretended to seem hurt by my action and gasped while placing his had on his heart. 

We both burst out laughing. 

"You know you love me!" He said and Monisa giggled.

"Yeh definitely" I said with a sarcasm clear in my tone.

"I'm gonna go have a shower babe" Monisa said as she got up, kissed Niall on the cheek and headed towards the wardrobe to pick out some clothes.

Niall turned his face towards me and stared at me with a sad look on his face. 

"Do you remember what happened last night?" He whispered

What was he talking about?!? Then it all came flooding back to me. Cara and her nightmare. 

"Yeh, I thought you were asleep" I said while stroking Caras cheek.

"No I saw and heard everything" he said looking down as his voice cracked.

"Man if I find that dick then I won't be able to stop my self.... He fucking hurt her.... Both of them....." I said slightly raising my voice.

A tear escaped Niall's eye. He's really sensitive. Got up off the bed, with Cara still in my arms and then gently placed her on the bed. She shivered and I placed the sheets over her and kissed her forehead.

I walked over to Niall who was now standing. I went over to him and hugged him. It was just like the old times. Our friendship wasn't the Same when Monisa left him. He changed.... He started to become angry and I started to give him some time alone. When we started at uni, we became close again. 

"So are you and Cara..... Like...... You know..... Together?" He asked wiggling his eyebrows.

"Yeh" I blushed

"What about you and Monisa, are you back together?" I asked him.

"Yeh" he blushed.

Why are we blushing.

"Well that's great bro, I'm happy for you" I said while patting his back and giving him a reassuring smile.

The bathroom lock clicked and out came Monisa, her hair was tied up in a messy bun, she was wearing a purple T-shirt that says 'keep calm and fangirl' and black skinny jeans. She bent over to pick up a pair of trainers and I saw Niall stare at her arse. I laughed to myself. 

Cara stared to wake up. She started to shuffle around. I ran to her side so I would be the first face she see when she wakes up. 
Oh not again!

Her body tensed up. 

Her fists were clenched so tightly her knuckles were white.

She started screaming....

Niall's P.O.V

Me and Harry were talking and then something happened to Cara! She was having another nightmare!

Her body tensed up. 

Her fists were clenched so tightly her knuckles were white.

She started screaming....

"STOP IT!!! NOW! LEAVE US ALONE, WHY DO YOU ALWAYS DO THIS! What?! NO!! no please im sorry! AAAARRRRGHHH!" She screamed like she was in pain. A lot of pain.

Her eyes shot open and she burst into tears. She gripped his shirt tightly. I looked around the room to see where Monisa was.

She was sitting in the corner of the room. She had. Her had her head resting on her knees and she was rocking back and forth...

I ran to her and gently rubbed her back in circular motions. She looked up at me and her caramel eyes were glossy. She hugged me tighter than ever before. She started to cry into my Chest. 

"I...I...remember w..when that happened.....what he did to her" she said quietly so only I could hear. 

She began crying harder and I pulled her closer. I lifted her chin up and I looked in her eyes and told her "everything is gonna be alright, babe, you have me now and I love you......"

Her eyes widened. She was going to say something but I interrupted her. 

"Listen love, I love you and I always have, I don't care if you don't feel the same way towards me. It has driven me nuts for the past 3 years that I didn't run after you and win your heart again... And now I know it's all my fault... If I went and got you back, we could have worked everything out, and you wouldn't have been held hostage and Cara wouldn't have been kidnapped and everything would have been alright.... I'm so sorry and I hope you forgive me" I was about to carry on but I was shut up by Monisa smashing her lips onto mine. 

After a few minutes of painful but sweet kissing, the kiss started to become heated. I licked her bottom lip, begging for entrance and she granted immediately. Our tongues were battling each other. She grabbed my hair and started to tug at it softly. I let out a moan. I felt her smile against my lips. I bit her bottom lip and she let out a loud moan. I moved my hands Down to her hips. We were interrupted when Harry cleared his throat.

I almost forgot him and Cara were still here. I felt my face redden ad Monisa's cheeks flushed.

Wow she's just so beautiful.

I grabbed her hand and have it a tight squeeze to insure her everything was alright. I got up and Walked to the shower. I turned around and sprinted back to Monisa.

I gave her a quick peck her cheek and said "I love you, and don't you ever forget that" And headed back towards the door.

Monisa grabbed my arm and hugged me. "I love you too, and don't you ever forget that" she whispered into my ear. Wow! She said she loved me! 

I slowly Walked into the bathroom and had a long hot shower and I thought about everything...


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