THIS IS NOT A PUNK EDIT . BUT ITS DARK AND SEXY .. THATS PUNK ENOUGH FOR ME :3
That night when we got home I stripped from my clothes getting into the shower and just letting the hot water sooth me . I felt like all the stress has melted off of me . Though the hot water burned the fuck out of my open cut I still felt better . I got out of the shower and dried my hair with a towel .
I then put on a gray V-neck and some of Harry's black sweats because he didn't pack me any of my pajamas .. Just a bunch of stuff that didn't match .. Oh well .I threw my clothes in the hamper and walked out of the bathroom and into the front room where Harry was setting up a movie and some snacks .
I was holding my wrist because it was kinda still bleeding and I knew Harry was hurt about it so I didn't want him to see it anymore . When he saw me he kinda smiled . "Do you feel a little bit better ?" He asked . I nodded . He walked up to me pulling some of my damp hair away from my face and behind my ear . He ran his finger across my bruise on my cheek from when Zayn slapped me . Yes of course he knew it was there but I didn't tell him the story behind it . "It doesn't look too bad now .
Does it hurt ?" He asked . I shook my head . "What you lost your voice ?" He chuckled . "No I just .. Don't really know what to say anymore " I shrugged . "Well you don't have to say anything if you don't want to .. I know you wanted to see Divergent again so I put it on for you " He took my hand guiding me to the couch .
He sat me down on his lap and he pulled me close to his chest . I could feel his heart start to beat faster as I rested my hand on his shoulder . He pressed play and we began to watch my favourite movie of all time .
It got to my favourite part when Four showed Trice his tattoos . His shirt was off and he was just .. Oh my gosh . "Four is so hot " I mumbled . Harry's eyes went on me . "Don't perv on the movie stars Bri " He said . I chuckle "Sorry" . After that it was quiet . But then I felt a question coming to Harry . "I don't wanna upset you .. " He began . I looked at him . "But what exactly did Zayn do .. " He asked .
I looked down biting my lip and playing with my nails . "I don't really wanna talk about it " I mumbled . He probably thought I was gonna break down in tears or something because his grip on me became tighter . "I'm sorry it won't ask again " He sighed . I didn't know what it was but it felt like I needed to tell him . I needed to tell somebody . I could keep something like that to myself . "Umm .." I started .
I rose up from Harry's chest and I looked him in the eye . I looked down again . "So when I got home from seeing you ..I walked in the house and Zayn was there .I told him I was just going to your fight and he didn't believe me .. So .. " I felt a tear run down my cheek and I quickly wiped it away .
"So he uh .. He slapped me and that night I remember him beating me and hurting me and I just blacked out I didn't .. " I stopped myself . I didn't wanna break down crying because it was happening alot lately but I couldn't help it this time . Harry pulled my head to his shoulder caressing my back ."You don't have to say anymore its okay " He said trying to calm me down . Though I was upset I also felt closure .
"Look at me" He said . I looked up wiping my eyes . " I don't want that to ever happen to you again . I don't wanna see you cry anymore .. And I definately " He took my wrist from my lap and just looked at the cuts . "I definately don't wanna see this again .. I love you and when you do things like this It feels like I'm 5 seconds away from losing you .
" He said . I felt terrible for cutting myself . I was hoping it wouldn't hurt nobody but me but instead I'm breaking Harry down heaven knows how much . "I promise I won't do it anymore " I whispered . His hand met my face wiping my tears off . But while he did it tears started coming down his face . I looked at him in shock .
I've only seen Harry cry maybe once and I couldn't believe it was actually happening . "I love you " He wiped his eyes . " I love you too " I hugged him . He planted a small kiss on my neck as he buried his face into the crook of it . I didn't let go . I wanted to stay like this forever . And that's exactly what I did . That night we fell asleep that way . And I've never felt more peaceful .
LOL JAY KAY BUT IT WAS A NICE ENDING FOR THIS CHAPTER :'3 TEAR TEAR YASS
LIEK FOR MOAR !!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!!