I was in the middle of packing my stuff . I did decide to move with Zayn only if I could be with Harry on the weekend . I knew I wasn't gonna stay away for too long anyway .
I turned around getting more clothes out my closet to see Harry standing there . I know he doesn't want me to move but My feeling will never change for him .
"Why do you have to leave ?" He asked walking in and sitting on the bed . "Because ... I still know that those scars on your back from me . means I have been unfaithful . And he alresdy thinks we're a 'thing' and if I stay .. He'll know about it . " I sighed .
"Oh .. Okay I understand . I guess " He mumbled talking my hands . "Its gonna be really different not seeing your face everyday .. I'll try to get over it " He chuckled . "... I don't want you to get over it ...I'm gonna skype you everyday " I smiled .
He smiled back getting up and hugging me . "I guess I won't get over it " He said . I hugged him back and he kissed my cheek . We both looked around at my now empty room . "No matter .." I began . He looked at me .
"No matter where I am .. this will always be my home . " I smiled . I had a tear fall out of my eye and he wiped it away ."You'll always be my favourite roommate ... I love you " He said holding onto my face . "I love you " I responded .
He hugged tighter than before . There's was a knock and then I heard Zayn's voice. "Babe you ready?" He called . I sighed . "I'll help him take yoru stuff to his place " Harry smiled . "Are you gonna talk to him too?" He chuckled punching his arm .
"Hey we're not going that far " He punched me back walking the room . I giggled .
After they took my stuff to Zayn and Josh's house I hugged and lightly kissed Harry's cheek goodbye and I had to watch him go . That had to be the saddest moment of my life .
I felt 2 arms wrap around my waist . "Come on babe let me show you to our new room " Zayn smiled and kissed my cheek . "Okay" I smiled a little . We walked in the house and he guided me up the cherry wood stairs and opened the door to his clean master bed room .
It looked bigger than yesterday . "We have our own bathroom so you don't have to share the bathroom with Josh " He chuckled . I smiled and nodded . I sat down on his king sized bed and looked around my new room .
It was nice and stuff .. It just wasn't home .. I'll get used to it though . "Are you alright ?" Zayn asked Kneeling down infront of me . He put his hands on my thighs "Yeah its just .. I'm not used to living with other people yet that's all " I sighed .
"I felt the same way when I had to move away from my roommate on campus too ". He bit his lip . "How did you take it ?" I asked . "It took me a while to get used to living with the guys .. and it changed me but I accepted it .. I'm okay I'm gonna make you feel welcomed I promise okay?" He said kissing my hand .
I smiled "Okay" I said . He planted a kiss on my lips before taking my hand " We can unpack your stuff later.. right now You can help me cook .. You can be my little sexy assistant " He smirked .
I punched his chest "Stop" I smiled as we walked down into the kitchen .
After we finished I took a shower and put on lazy clothes and I quietly sat on the couch with Zayn and watched Lord of The Rings . I really wasn't interested so as we cuddled I tried to get comfortable enough to fall asleep . I couldn't because every 5 minutes my sleep was being interrupted by Zayn and his flirt attempts .
I started playing with the necklace Harry gave me just all of the sudden thinking about him . I missed him a lot . Thinking about .. what is he doing? .. what is he eating ? .. Is he thinking about me too . Its different that I wont be waking up to him screaming or every Saturday waking up to see some girl on our couch .
I'm gonna miss every Friday when Louis skateboards through the living room breaking the vase we keep replacing all the time . I don't know what I'm missing out on with Harry .
But if I were to regret my decision or say something Zayn might think I'll choose Harry over him .. Which leads to violence .. And I think I had enough violence for the year . "Josshhiiess hommee!!! " I heard Josh's voice followed by Tatum "Tay in this bitttccchh!!! Where you at Zayn ?!" He yelled
. "In here .. Sorry they're so loud " He sighed . I laughed "Its okay .. I've heard Louder" I smiled referring to Louis Niall and Liam at the same time . "Ohh The BABE is here .. Haaay Babeeee" Josh waved like a pervert with Tatum .
I waved back . Creeps . "So Zayn this new club just opened up .. Everyone is going we should go too " Tatum said . "Ehh you guys know how clubs end up .. Someone gets their ass kicked . I don't know If I want that drama " Zayn sighed waving his hands in the air .
"Come onn ! Zaynie do you know how many Fit females will be at this Club .. come on Hey bring the babe " Josh suggested . Zayn looked at me ."You wanna go ?" He asked me ."Sure " I smiled . Maybe going will make me stop thinking of Harry . Though that might be the most impossible thing in the world .. Its worth a shot .
I laid on the couch and all I could think of was Briannah . I missed her and I'm pretty sure she's not even thinking about me . She's probably spending time with Zayn who she obviously thinks is the most 'Perfect' boyfriend ever .
I know he's cheating on her I can just tell . I can treat her so much better . But just based on my past I know she won't listen to anything I say . I've known her since we were 12 years old and from the minute Liam introduced me to her I fell in love
. Her passed relationships weren't the best and I made sure to protect her from them . But I have no control over this one but if it was up to me .. Zayn would be out of the fucking country . Zayn doesn't deserve someone as smart and beautiful as Briannah and he know's it . My phone buzzed and I picked it up hoping it was Bri . It was just Niall
Hey that new club opens tonight you wanna come with me and Louis ? - Nialler
Umm .. Yeah I guess . Ill meet you guys there - Hazz
Well I guess I'm going to the club now . I really need to . Briannah is just swimming through my mind right now . I quickly changed into something nice and sprayed cologne on . I grabbed my keys and l left for the club .
ARE THEY GONNA SEE EACHOTHER .. (Yess)
Shush bon-qui qui .. I'm gonna sharkiesha her one day . Sorry it took so long .. Had homework .. Alot of it ..
LIEK FOR MOARR !!!! SERIOUSLY !!!