Call me an easedropper or whatever but I heard everything and you couldn't imagine how I was feeling. I was mad that's for sure, but it felt like more than that. I felt betrayed. Calum was my best friend. I told him everything. He was like my brother how could he? The anger in me boiled up and I wanted to destroy evrything in my way. I went outside I had to breathe and take this shit in. My best friend likes my girlfriend, as I thought it, all I could see is red. I walked past people gettting unpleasant stares. "What are you looking at!" I yelled at them I felt the anger getting the best of me. People hurridely got out of my way. I was so mad. "HOW COULD YOU CALUM!" I yelled socking the wall as hard as I could. "FUCK" I yelped in pain. My hand was bruised and bloody but it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would. Maybe it was the anger, but I felt like losing my control and fighting. I felt like boxing again. I felt like punching the lights off someone and making them feel pain instead of myself. I'm not good with anger, it shows the monster I have inside and honestly tonight was the night I wanted to let it all out. I looked for my usual place. I walked hurridely inside. "Luke my boy it's so great to see you" Holden said "So what brings you here?" He asked "Holden I need an opponent to fight" I said "You're back at it mate? I thought you stopped for that girl?" He asked "Fuck girls Holden. I never should of quit in the first place" I said mad as hell "That's my boy" Holden said patting me in the back "Luke Hemmings is back" Holden said into his walkie talkie "Find him an opponent, he's fighting in 10" He said into it again. Did I feel bad I was back at it? Hell no! I needed this. I needed to kick someones ass today and trust me the person I'll be thinking about tonight is Calum.