I had been upset and crying in Ashton's shoulder for the past half hour. My mind was escalating to possibilities that the guy I truly loved would betray me and hurt me in the worst way possible. My heart ached so much, it felt as if my heart was ripping in half. I couldn't bare the thought of Luke kissing someone else. It pained me way to much.
Ashton looked at me in so much concern and anger, I didn't know whether I was scared or comforted of the idea someone actually cared enough to be angry at my stupid boyfriend.
"You know what Luce? I'm going to beat his fucking ass for making you cry" Ashton said the anger in his voice scared me to death. He was dead serious.
"Ash please don't, I don't want you to get hurt" I pleaded
Let's be honest here. Luke could kick his ass easily considering Luke was an undefeated boxer and Ashton, well was an adorable fucking teddy bear who gets easily hurt. I couldn't bare to see him in pain because of something Luke fucking Hemmings caused.
"He still can't get away with this shit" Ashton muttered clenching his fists tightly.
Ashton was like the big brother I never had. He always has my back and made sure I was happy, and if I wasn't he would do anything to make sure I was. And if attempting to beat Luke's ass was one of them I assure you he wouldn't hesitate to attempt it.
Although Ashton fighting Luke would be the stupidest thing to ever occur, considering the full blame is on Luke, part of me wanted Luke hurt.
So he knew how much his actions hurt me, just so he could feel my pain, although his would be physically and mine are mentally.
Ashton was deep in thought he immediately jumped when he heard a knock on the door. I slightly chuckled as I went to open it.
Yup you guessed it, the indispickable asshole stood there staring at me as I opened the door.
"What the fuck do you want?" I spat at him
"Please let me explain baby girl" he pleaded
"Fuck off Hemmings" I said shutting the door in his face, but his foot stopped it from closing.
I sighed seeing there was no way out of this other than talking to him. Ash looked at me in concern as I just gave him a simple smile implying I was going to be fine, but in all honestly I really wasn't sure I was.
He looked at me with a guilty and vulnerable look as if he knew he was going to regret what he was going to say next.
My heart shattered as I heard the next few words escape his mouth "Lucy I cheated on you but-"
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