Looking at the Screen, feeling tears in my eyes. "SOLD OUT." Filled the screen, I exited out of the window and opened up 10 new tabs, checking every single website selling tickets.
"167-300!!" I Screamed, my mom came rushing upstairs, and she bursted through my door.
"Are you sure its General?" My mom pushed me down which I would've made me laugh, but I was too upset.
"I Am!" I was violently rubbing my tears away. My face was all red and my hair was pulled into a bun. I looked down at the sharpie 4 leaf clover tattoo I have myself for good luck. I pulled up my shirt and looked at my stomach and saw my Arrow heart tattoo with the Letter "L" for Luke.
These boys, basically saved my life. No I have never cut myself, but I give myself Bruises, and mentally cut myself. Mentally Cutting Yourself is when you tare yourself down, call yourself names basically you're your own bully. I was going through dark times, until I found 5 Seconds of Summer. They saved my life, and seeing the Sold out tickets after sitting in front of my computer for 3 hours makes my stomach hurt. I started getting a head ache, tears streaming down my face.
"I'm sorry Catie, all of these are too much money." My mom shrugged, I grabbed my dogs leash and stormed outside. I was walking around the neighborhood, still crying until I saw our Pharmacy. I was tired of myself and just upset, I bought blue dye, I guess it was because I was upset but I bought blue dye and bleach because I was running out. Then on my way home I saw my Friend Gaby and Alex were trying to Video Call me. They always find some way to make me smile, sadly they live far from me. Basically they are my "Internet Friends." But they are like my sisters.
"HEYYY" they screamed and I started to laugh wiping the tears out of my face. My dog came running back to me with a stick, I threw it across the field.
"Whats Wrong." Gaby asked me, I shook my head.
"5SOS?" She emplyed and I shook my head yes.
"MY NIGGAH!" Alex screamed.
"I dont like it when my spirit animal/Queen is Upset." She snapped and clapped and was full of sass.
My dog came back to me, but with nothing in his mouth, but it started getting dark so I put the leash around my neck and took out dog treats and we ran back home.
"MOM IM HOME!" I yelled once I walked in and I heard giggles coming from my phone speaker.
"AYE MAMA SITA!" Gaby yelled and Alex started to laugh even harder.
"Mama Sita HOW YOU DOING?" Alex said and started to laughed even harder and my mom heard everything.
"Hi Gaby." She Grinned.
"I'm Doing fine Alex." She smiled and they froze not knowing my mom was right there, and now I was the one Laughing hard.
"Ill Be Upstairs." I smiled, we got my room redone, it was perfect, I had mint walls and it just was "Me." Finally I had a room that was me, I loved it and wasn't embarrassed of it at all.
I remembered I still had Taco Bell On my Desk, with curly Cinnamon fries and An unfinished taco.
I took out my phone and the Cover "Drop in the Ocean." By Luke Hemmings started to play, I started to sing with and I turned my computer back on only to see the tabs, tears were forming in my eyes again.. Oh Great.
And for the rest if the night I was on tumblr and Video Chatted with my Friends, crying and eating Tacobell, I had a huge Head ache, and I fell asleep to the song "Beside you." By 5 Seconds of Summer.