I walk into the studio. I didn't need the directions. Andy and the rest of BVB record here.
Someone ran into me
"Watch it bitch."
I look up to Andy.
"Sorry Renee I didn't know it was you."
"I don't care. I need to get to my studio my bands waiting."
"Oh. Ok. Wouldn't want to keep them waiting."
I felt tears spring to my eyes.
"Andy. I don't think I don't t-thin we should see each other anymo-ore." I said crying
"Fine by me I'm gonna go to my girlfriends house anyway."
"Oh. That's nice?"
I saw Eli walking over.
"Hey man I don't care if your Andy Biersack from Black Veil Brides or not. You don't treat Renee like that. She has her own problems without you adding on."
"Oh I know about her 'problems' I just can't deal with her right now. She can't sing she's not that good."
"She's amazing! Her voice has depth and raspiness and is so intense! She has a natural talent. You of all people should see that."
After saying that Eli walked me away to the studio.
"Hi ren- oh my god what's wrong!?"
"Nothing ruff she just needs a couple minutes."
"I'm fine! Come on lets do this!"
"YEAH!" The guys screamed.
I walked into the studio and waited for the OK from the sound board directer.
And I sang. Like nothing was wrong. This was my escape. This was a release. When I get home I can deal with it but right now this helps.