After I got home I felt alone. No one to talk to or hug or hold. No one to love. I still love Andy but he doesn't love me. I'm not good enough. I need Kellin. He can make me feel better.
"Ring ring ring"
"Pick up kellin"
" Oh hi ray!"
"Where are you?"
"Just at home doing nothing! Vic ditched me!"
"Do you think you could come over?"
"Yeah of course what's the matter?"
"I will tell you when you get here. I might be in the showed when you get here but you know where the spare key is."
"Yeah on my way see you soon"
I can't do it I can't. Don't do it Renee! My whole body is screaming at me when I'm holding this godforsaken blade. Dont break your clean streak! Don't listen to the voices you unloved little weirdo just cut.
And I did. Maybe a little to much. I blacked out.
*Kellins POV *
I wonder what's wrong with Renee... I hope she's OK.
I got there and the bathroom light was on that means she is in the shower. I got the spare key and unlocked the door. It was silent in the house. No singing not even water running. My stomach lurched. She couldn't have! She was getting better! I raced to the bathroom the door was open.... Renee was laying on the floor covered in blood. I took out my phone * hello 911 what's your emergency?*
"Hi I'm kellin I live at ******** my best friend isn't conscious I think she cut but I can't tell I need an ambulance here now!
"Of course there's an ambulance on the way! "
"Andy?!? Its kellin! Renee cut again she is unconscious get here now!"
"On my way!"
"Hi um this is renees friend kellin she's at her house unconscious please get here!"
"Hey kellin whats wrong?" Oli.
"Renee cut and she is laying unconsicious I already called 911 and they are sending an ambulance if we leave before you get here I will call you is hannah with you?"
"She heard and is getting her coat and shows!"