The moment I woke up I thought of the dreaful nightmare I had last night. My baby, taken from me right after I had her back. But then I looked at the position I was laying in. Laying on the left side of the bed, Lauren next to me and Emma on the right side, it was no dream at all.
"It's going to be okay baby, I promise you." I whispered and stroke a strand hair out of Lauren's sleeping face. How would I survive without her? Why did I deserve this to happen to me? Why did she deserve all the shit she has been put trough since I adopted her?
"It will Niall, we will find a way." I heard Emma's voice and I looked up, kinda shocked but also happy that she was still here for me.
"Did I wake you? I didn't mean to I just... It slipped my mouth" I appologized to her and smiled weakly at her, not even trying to cover my broken heart.
"No you didn't, I've been up for about twenty minutes and I was just thinking of a way to get her back. The only thing I can think of is a court... And I don't know wether you have enought money, time and patience for something like that. It can take months before she is with us again." I had already thought of that option, anything else seemed impossible and miracles don't excist in this world, so hoping that they wouldn't pick her up the day after was not gonna work.
"I have the money for it, and I will make time for this, her life is so much more important than the band. I know I can't let the fans down but neither can I let her down, she will stay with me forever, the fans will go away after all." I didn't know why but Emma smiled at me with tears in her eyes, leaning over to kiss my lips softly and quick.
"I... I don't know what to say. I'm so glad you see that your family is the most important thing after all." Then I knew what she ment. She had been worried for weeks that the fame changed me and the boys in the past months, and I can't deny that I started to think that too.
I didn't loved the fans so much anymore, they started to annoy me so much that I wished they would just shut up and buy our music and stuff. I lost contact with my friends and I only hung out with the boys and Emma. Even my family became a second, or maybe even a third priority.
"I know baby, I know and I am sorry for that. I was an ass and I will never be like that again, I promise you." She smiled at me and I saw the sparkle in her eyes that made me feel alive again.
"Good to know Niall, good to know." She mumbled stofly and I kissed her forehead lightly. "I swear, I will never ever let the fame change me again. If it does, you have permission to tell me how stupid I really am!"
She stood up and kissed my lips pasionately, till I could only lift her up and place her on top of me, still kissing her back.
"I love you baby... Forever and always." I whispered to her and I felt the smile growing on her full lips. I wanted to say more but a giggle make me pull back from the kiss.
Lauren had woken up and was giggling happily with her mouth covered.
"Good morning sweety. How did you sleep?" I asked her smiling, acting like this was just a normal day.
"Good daddy! And you?" Did she not remember the conversation of last night? Did she still think she was safe with me forever? That is impossible and heartbreaking at the same time.
"It was okay baby... it was okay"
Hey everybody! My final two weeks of school have started so after this I will try to update as much as I can. I publish this because I am just so happy that I went to the concert yesterday. It was litterly the besr night ever and I am sad that I can't go today again.
But anyway, I hope you like this short part!