His Princess, Without Him

Niall finds his daughter back and with that also a way to save her. That way is giving his life instead of hers.

Now Lauren is alone without her dad but she still has her uncles... Will they forgive her? Will they blame her? What will management or the fans say when they find out that Niall is dead because of a six year old girl?

This is Lauren's life without her daddy.
The boys's lives without their friend.
Directioners's lives without the funny member of the band.
And a family's life with one less member.

How can they stay a family after all of this?


5. How Much Did She Hate Me?

Niall's P.O.V.


Emma decided to drive to the hospital because I couldn't see much with the tears in my eyes and I wanted to spend every minute of forever with my princess, now she was back again.

"Daddy?" she asked me with a shaky voice.  

"What's wrong baby? Just tell me. I'm here for you" "Aren't you mad at me? He almost shoot you because of me. You could have died" I was shocked by the maturety in her question. How much did she changed when she was there? She should be mad at me, for not protecting her, for not saving her sooner than I did, for being the shitiest dad I could ever be. She should be mad at me for all of this not the other way around!


"Baby I'm not mad. I chose for that so you could be safe. I'd give my life for you because you're more important than I am" she cried and covered her face in my lap. I stroke her hair to calm her down. 

"I don't have the right to be mad, you have. I am your daddy so I was suppose to keep you save and I failed my duty as a father. You are suppose to be the one who is mad. I am sorry for all of this. Please forgive me babygirl. I beg you" 

She acted like this was all her fault, that she went to him and asked for all of this. She wasn't my little girl anymore. She had grown up in two months.


"Here we are baby. We'll go and they'll do some tests. It's nothing to worry about and I'll be with you" Lauren nodded and I picked her up, supporting her back because she was too weak to do that herself.

"Hello. I got send here for Lauren Horan" I said and a man searched for Lauren's name in the computer.

"I see. Well eh... Come with me. Trix please take my place will you. I'll explain later" and he walked in front of us to a room. I sat Lauren down on a bed and sat on one of the chairs next to her along with Emma.

"Well Lauren I'm Frey. I'm happy that your dad found you back.  

We'll do some tests to check if everything in your body still is working" She nodded and Frey started asking her stuff.


"Do you know your name? Age? Your dad's name? Your mum's name?" she nodded and answered the questions for him

"I- I'm Lauren and I'm 6 and my dad's name is Niall and I don't have a mum" Frey looked confused at me and Emma and she laughed. 

"I'm just a friend" Frey laughed and winked at her. What! Was he fucking flirting with my girlfriend?

"I like you babe. Only you and nobody can change that" I smiled and kissed her cheek.


"And do you know what date it is?" she shook her head, not that I expected her to know which date it was, she was locked in a concrete block. "It's fine" she smiled weak.


He kept asking her stuff for like twenty minutes and after that he started the other test; bloodtest, X-ray scan, he felt every bone and checked her eyes and ears. I felt so sorry for her that she had to do this.

I saw that with every touch of that Frey person she got a shivering trough her body and tears in her eyes.


"We have to wait for the results and you have to stay here for the night. Your dad and?" "Emmerson" "Right yeah. Your dad and Emmerson can stay here but other visitors aren't allowed" I nodded and Frey left.


"Baby go to sleep. We'll be with you all the time" I said and Lauren nodded slowly, sniffing. "but what if" I shook my head.

"what if what? There is nothing that can happen to you. Because I'll be next to you all the time" I took my shoes off and sat down in her hospital bed.

"Just close your eyes and think of me. Know that I'll be with you forever. My little princess" I stroke her forehead and started singing a song. First my voice trembled when I saw her laying like that, shaking and as close next to me as possible. I missed her, and she missed me as well, I think.


"I always needed time on my own,

I never thought I'd, need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone,

And the bed where you lied,

Is made up on your side.

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone,

The pieces of my heart are missing you!

When you're gone,

The face I came to know is missing too!

When you're gone,

All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day...

And make it OK...

I miss you.

I've never felt this way before,

Everything that I do,

Reminds me of you.

And the clothes you left,

They lie on the floor,

And they smell just like you,

I love the things that you do!

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone,

The pieces of my heart are missing you!

When you're gone,

The face I came to know is missing too!

And when you're gone,

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day...

And make it OK...

I miss you.

We were made for each other,

Out here forever,

I know we were,

Yeah Yeah!

All I ever wanted was for you to know,

Everything I do I give my heart and soul,

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me...


When you're gone,

The pieces of my heart are missing you!

When you're gone,

The face I came to know is missing too!

When you're gone,

The words I need to hear will always get me through the day...

And make it OK...

I miss you"



Lauren fall asleep and Emma squeezed my hand.

"You've done that wonderful babe. It was awful to see her fearing when he touched her. I feel so sorry for her" I smiled and nodded "I know, but I still can't believe that he flirted with you" she giggled and kissed my cheek "But I like you. And have you called the boys already? I bet that they want to know where you are and that you have Lauren back" I shook my head.


"Not yet. Everything that happened just went that fast that... I forgot about it? I'll call them now, just saying that she's back" Emma nodded and handed my her phone.


"Emma! Good to hear you again. Where are you and Niall? We saw pictures of you two at the police station, pretty upset. What's going on?" "I am Niall. I won't be home till tomorrow but when I come home I think that I have Lauren back. I have to go, can you say this to the other boys" "What do you mean Nialler! You have Lauren back?" I didn't answered and ended the call.


"why didn't you told everything Niall?" I nodded distracted "If I tell them now they'll ask stuff and that'll take so much time. I don't have time for this now, I have be here and have attention for you and Lauren" she blushed and hugged me.


"You're the best dad ever. Really Niall you're amazing" I laughed and kissed her cheek.

"Can you sleep here or do you want me to bring you home? I can understand if you want that" she shook her head and laughed.

"I can sleep here Niall. You can't leave Lauren alone now. If she wakes up and you aren't near? What would she think" I nodded and sat up straight.

"I'll get a bed for you. You don't have to sleep in a chair baby. Can you stay with Lauren so I can ask for a bed for you" Emma laughed and I jumped out bed.


"Yo! Miss I have a question. Is there a possibility that we can have an extra bed? My girlfriend needs to sleep as well and in a chair she can't sleep well. I'll pay extra if that's needed but" the woman laughed and walked with me to Lauren's room.


"I think that we have a room that isn't used right now so you can use that bed. But when we need it you have to know that we want to use it" I nodded and the woman brought a bed for Emma. The price was... An autograph for her daughter, a picture and a follow on twitter. That wasn't hard. I directly followed the girl and the woman laughed when she accepted a phone call, from her daughter.  

"Thank you boy. This made her day, seriously" I laughed and the woman left again.


"Thank you babe, I don't know what to say to you but I love you" I laughed and pecked her lips.

"Just go to sleep. You look exhausted, it's understandable after what happened today. Just take your rest. I'll probably don't sleep much but don't worry about me. I got used to it" she nodded and laid down, her hand still in mine and I sang for her, she liked it when I did that, so I did it for her all the time.



Hey! I hope you like it! For me it will be harder to put some realistic action in this right now. Maybe you can give me help and feedback to improve my writing skills! Love you all Xx SummerxLover

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