24. Why me?
How come Niall even bothered to come to Nando's yesterday? That question kept going through my head. until Ella interrupted my thinking. "Em? Do you want something for breakfast?" She asked wondering if I had paid any attention to her before. "Uhhh..... Yes please, wait I'll make it it's my house." "Em don't be silly! We are grateful for you letting us stay here" she smiled "It's more like I need you guys to stay here so I don't have a mental breakdown...." I mumbled under my breath. "Em-" "I know, I know, 'Everything will be fine, I promise.' Ugh, I think I've heard that quote enough times!" I rolled my eyes. " Okay fine then, I'm gonna make breakfast" She walked away leaving me alone at the dining room table.
I don't know what to do anymore........ I can't go home because nobody wants me there, all my mates have their own lives to live, my brother is really busy and now I'm living in my parents house...... I stared at the alarm clock, waiting, waiting for something great to happen.
Nothing happened. I need Emily by my side she's my everything....Though I don't think I'm Emily's everything. That's what hurt me the most, not the reason why she let me. I hate Demi, I hope Emily knows that. Though is don't think she does. What could I do to make her believe I'm not in love with her?! Why me?