Justin was still asleep and so was Caroline.
I spend most of my days taking care of Caroline beside Justin's bed.
It had been 10 days since Justin was in the accident, and i missed him like crazy.
I knew he was there, but then he really wasnt.
I was sitting with Caroline, giving her some food.
I couldnt breast feed which i wished. It would have been so much easier then all this bottle warming.
I dont know, how im gonna survive if Justin doesnt make it.
The doctors told me that there is a little chance that he wont wake up, but that they will try as hard as they to keep his heart pumbing.
I needed to be with him, he made me happy. He was my one true love.
Pattie came yesterday, she saw her grandchild and got a good look at broken Justin.
Someone knocked on the door and in ran Jaxon and Jasmyn.
Jaxon: Sammy! Sammy! Sammy!
Jaxon and Jasmyn ran towards me and hugged me.
They stopped and looked at Caroline sleeping in my arms.
Jaxon: It this my niece?
Sam: Yeah, this is Caroline.
Jasmyn smiled and kissed Caroline on the forehead.
I couldnt stop smilling.
Jeremy walked towards me, while looking at Justin.
Jeremy: How are you guys doing?
Sam: We will be okay, once Justin wake up.
Jeremy: Yeah, how is he?
Sam: I dont know, the doctors says that he will be okay, but there is a little chance he wont too.
Jeremy kissed my forehead and walked towards Justins bed.
Jaxon and Jasmyn walked towards him and looked on the bruises for a while.
Jaxon: Why is Justin sleeping?
Sam: Because he is tired.
I didnt know how to tell him that Justin had been in a car accident.
Jeremy: We're gonna go get some food, do you want anything?
Sam: No thanks, im fine.
Jeremy smiled and walked out of the room with Jaxon and Jasmyn.
I put Caroline into her bed and walked towards Justin's bed again.
He was so quiet.
I slowly lay down next to him, and cuddled really close so i was laying on his chest.
I felt the tears coming.
How could this happen?
Justin couldnt die, i wouldnt let it happen.
I started crying, while laying on his chest.
I heard him breath, quiet and a still.
I remembered the day i meet him for the first time.
I know its been a while since that day, but i remember it clearly like it was yesterday cus how could i forget the first day i meet the love of my life.
It was a rainy Monday and i was sitting in the livingroom alone.
Mom was talking to Pattie and Justin holding around his mother's leg.
After a while, Pattie left and Justin had to play alone with Sean.
I didnt see him at first, cus they were playing in the guestroom.
after a while They ran out to the livingroom again and playing cop and criminal.
Justin was the Cop.
A few minutes later Sean had to pee and left Justin alone in the livingroom waiting for him.
I was sitting on the ground infront of the couch and playing with my doll.
Suddenly i dropped the bottle with fake milk besides the couch and couldnt reach it.
Justin walked towards the couch and picked it up for me.
He gave it to me and smiled.
In that moment, i was sold.
Sold to Justin's heart and there was no turning back.
I started crying and looked at bruised Justin again.
Sam: I miss you, please dont leave me. Please.
I ran my right hand up and down his cheek.
I lay down on his chest again and held his left hand.
Sam: Please dont leave me, its not your time yet. You have a family. Our family. Dont leave me. You promised me never to leave!
I cried so hard, that Justin's white shirt got soaked.
Sam: You promised never to leave me.
Suddenly i felt a hand on my head.