I felt fat.
My belly had really started to get big.
I couldnt fit in some of my shirts anymore.
I woke up feeling like i usaual did these past months.
My bag hurt and i felt mad all the time.
I woke up and looked besides me.
Justin was still sleeping.
He was still naked.
I ran my fingers through his hair and smiled.
After a while he started smiling.
Sam: Goodmorning you.
Justin: Morning babe.
He opened his eyes and moved closer.
Sam: Youre naked.
Justin: So are you.
Sam: yeah, but you look hot i do not.
Justin: What are you talking about? Youre the most sexiest girl in the world.
Sam: You have to say that, im pregnant with your baby.
Justin rolled me over, so i was facing him.
He smiled at me.
Justin: Youre kidding right?
Justin: Sammy, youre the most sexiest girl ive ever seen. I love you.
Sam: I love you too.
Justin kissed me and smiled.
I slowly got up from the bed and walked towards my undies drawer.
I took a par of grandypants out of the drawer and looked back at Justin.
Sam: What? They are the only one the fits now. This is all your fault!
Justin: Why are you blaming me?
Sam: You had to stick jerry inside of me huh?
Justin: Sam, its normal for couples.
Sam: Its your fault, im fat and cant fit in any of my sexy underwears anymore.
Justin got out of bed and walked towards me.
He was still naked.
Sam: Cover that up, i dont want to look at that right now. Its Jerry's fault too.
Justin: Sam, are you listening to yourself right now?
Sam: Jusitn, im fat and my clothes doesnt fit anymore.
I started crying.
I hate hormons.
Justin: Babe, youre not fat.
Sam: Just leave me alone.
Justin took on some boxers and walked downstairs.
I feld kinda bad about yelling at Justin like that, but i also felt so angry.
I was angry at him. Angry at myself.
I was getting really big and i couldnt stop eating.
The morning sickness was getting worse, my boobs hurt, my mood was all over the place and i was yelling at the person i loved the most in this world.
I had to get control over myself again.
Justin was the love of my life and i would never do anything to hurt him, so why was i blaming him for this? I was a part of it too.
I walked downstairs and slowly towards Justin.
He was sitting in the backyard starring at the pool with a wisky in his left hand.
Justin turned his head towards me and looked at the pool again.
I walked infront of him and sat down on a chair.
I took his hand and waited for him to look up at me.
He looked into my eyes.
He looked drunk.
Sam: Baby, im sorry. I wasnt suppose to yell at you like that.
Justin: But youre right.
Sam: no, no im not. We are both a part of this baby and i love that we're having her together.
Justin: I love that we're having her too.
Sam: Caroline is going to be the luckiest little girl in the world.
Sam: Because youre her daddy.
Justin smiled and took my hand.
It was true.
Caroline was going to be the luckiest girl ever.
With Justin as her daddy, she would never get left alone.