Justin: Open the door now!
Justin yelled and pounded hard on the door.
I was on the bathroom floor, crying.
I took the razor blade and looked at my bruised wrist.
Justin: Let me in NOW!
Justin screamed full of panic.
Sam: Just go Justin! Im not good enough for you! I dont want to live anymore! Leave me alone!
I cried loud.
The blood flowed down my arms and the cutting wounds that i just made hurt so much.
Justin: I wont leave you! Open this door now or i will have to kick it in!
I heard him starting to fiddling with the lock and he made it.
He opened the door and looked at me with tears in his eyes.
Justin: Why are you hurting yourself like this?
He said quiet and got down on the floor and hugged me tightly.
Justin: I love you. if you take your life, i will take mine.
He started crying.
Sam: Justin, Just let me die. I dont have any reason to live anymore,everybody hates me and im not good enough for you.
Justin: I love you Sammy! Dont believe that! Everybody that doesnt love you, isnt worth anything.
Justin kissed me, wipped away the blood from my arm and kissed the marks.
Sam: I promise.
Justin was still crying. but he was smiling at the same time.
I felt a tear fall down on my wrist.
Justin looked at me.
The tears rolled down his creeks.
I wipped away the tears and kissed him for a long time with passion.
Justin: Please dont leave me.
Justin took my hand and we walked upstairs.
We cuddled until we fell asleep.
I felt his warm body against my back.
I heard his heart beat.
He was so quiet.
He held me tight and i kept cuddling closer so i could feel him breathing.
I couldnt have wished for a better boyfriend.
This time i wouldnt take him for granted.