20. without another word:
"Crystal what happened why do you wanna leave so early?" Harry said closing the door keeping me from getting out. i crossed my arms in order to speak when Abbie walked towards us. "Abbie i'm going home" i said. "what? why?" she asked. "i've been asking her the same thing" Harry said looking into my eyes and that's when tears were struggling to get out but i was stronger than to let them fall down at that moment. "look you guys everyone here is older than me the girls are in their twenties drinking wine and kissing, they're super models, i don't think i fit in with you... not anymore" i said then looked at Harry on the last part.
Harry grabbed my hand and opened the door, we both stepped outside and headed to the back yard. "why are we here?" i asked. "Victoria told me everything, Crystal i'm so sorry" he replied. there is no way i could defeat my tears when the one i adore and love from all my heart speaks to me like that.
"i can't believe her, what did she tell you?" i asked. "paparazzi chasing you, i never saw any pictures or news about you on t.v. though, she told me about the hate messages you received and d- nothing yeah that's it" he said. "i'm perfectly fine Harry don't listen to her i better leave now" i said wiping my tears then turned around but Harry grabbed my forearm once again.
"what now?" i asked. he pulled me closer by the waist and looked into my eyes, so close i was starting to suspect he heard my thoughts. "i missed you Crystal" he said. "H- harry i should go" i said when he let me go.
"it's time to make things right we won't get another chance Crystal" he said. "well what if i don't want to make things right? huh? i've had enough of hurt" i said. "but i could never hurt you i love you" he said. we had these ten seconds of silence where we both looked at each others with glistening eyes.
"then why can't i believe you?" i asked letting tears slowly run down my cheeks. "how about now?" he asked then kissed me. "Harry you don't understand you're going back on tour you only came for two days i can't set my hopes high please just let me go without another word" i said taking a step back. "i'm sorry i can't risk another goodbye" i said then ran away.
half way home i took a cab and cried with my head on the window just like the movies. but i don't think this one has a happy ending.
"okay mates i have to tell you something" i said to the boys after we were left alone. "shoot" Zayn said. "Victoria told me that Crystal seems depressed or maybe not but she's not doing too well so i have a plan to cheer her up, are you in?" i asked.