i jumped under the covers of my bed and cried... yeah actually cried. she'll never wanna hear me out again, i don't want to lose her i love her, it's like we just have to be apart, but i'm the one who's hurting her every time and that's what hurts the most. if i could take it all back i would but i can't and i feel horrible.
"Haz you can't just stay like that forever" Niall said shaking the covers but i pulled them above my head. "Simon only told you to break up with her until the tour ends because if you stayed with her, rumors and gossips will be spread around, you'll be all over the news, in all the magazines, do you really want that? i'm sure Crystal understood" louis said. "i didn't tell her that, i only said that Simon wants me to break up with you so she hung up and now she probably hates me" i said.
"it's a good thing we didn't bring our girlfriends with us" Liam said and sighed.
we went back home after i passed out... again. i ran to my room and entered the bathroom where i found a razor and i'm guessing you know what i did. i know it was bad but when i came back downstairs i saw Abbie which made me smile.
i ran towards her and hugged her while crying. "Zac called me and well he told me everything, my eyes were wide open and my jaw dropped, first Harry getting arrested then finding out that Zac is going to be your brother then Harry break... uhh you know what? confident girls don't cry they go shopping let's go" she said grabbing my hand and dragging me all the way to her car making me laugh.
"Crystal wait" i heard a voice call so i turned around to see Perrie with the rest of the girls. "hey girls" i said smiling then hugging all of them. "this is Abbie my best friend, Abbie this is Perrie, Zayn's girlfriend, this is Avery, Niall's girlfriend, this is Mirella, Liam's girlfriend and this is Gabrielle, Louis' girlfriend" i introduced them. "so how are you Crystal?" Mirella asked. "it doesn't matter i- umm just broken i guess but you know what? we're going shopping wanna join us?" i asked when they nodded in agreement.
at the mall, girls ran towards us wanting to get a picture but not with me... i'm no longer Harry's girlfriend, how could he be so cold? just the thought of his name makes me sad.
"i'm gonna go just meet me outside when you're done" i told Gabrielle and walked away looking for Abbie. i stood for a couple of minutes outside the car waiting for them to come out and saw Ethan heading my way.
"why can't you just leave me alone?" i asked. he quickly put a cloth on my mouth and i couldn't help but breath in so i passed out.
hey everybody how are you? so Ethan again huh? but who knows maybe now Harry and the boys can save her, i don't know. but most of all, she started cutting so yeah that's pretty bad... what will Harry do when he finds out? here's the thing you can give me ideas and opinions, you know i'd love to see what you think should happen :) :)
last but not least i hope you liked this chapter :) i love you