I said goodbye to Liam and starting driving back home. I was extremely pissed off at Niall. The whole ride was silent, nobody saying a word.
I pulled into our driveway and walked to Niall's side of the car to help him inside. We made it in and into the living room. He plopped down onto the couch and groaned.
"I can't believe you, Niall."
"What!? All I did was go out with my friends! Is that not f**king okay with you!?" He fired back. It's never good when he gets drunk.. Something bad always happens.
"No that's perfectly fine! You just said you'd be back by midnight and that you wouldn't get drunk but you did the complete opposite."
"I'm not- not that drunk."
I didn't feel like arguing. I shook my head and turned around to walk up the stairs.
"Oh my god.. You're being dramatic."
"Well do you remember what happened last time you got drunk, Niall?? Hmm?" I asked waiting for an answer.
"Don't bring that up." Niall mumbled through gritted teeth.
"You cheated on me."
"Stop! You know I didn't!" He yelled sobering up.
"Did you cheat on me this time too Niall..?" I asked just to make him mad.
"Maybe I did! I can't remember what happened the last 3 hours!" He shot back knowing that it would break me inside. I instantly felt tears build up in my eyes.
"Then whats the point, Niall?" I whispered.
"The point of what!?"
"Whats the point of even being together.. Maybe we should just call off the weddi-"
"No, no, no! Baby.." He started to talk with tears streaming down his cheeks.
"I can't do anymore tears tonight, We'll talk in the morning. You're sleeping on the couch."
I grabbed him some pillows and blankets and threw them over the railing upstairs so they would land in the living room. I went in me and Niall's bedroom and locked the door. I crawled into bed and looked at the digital clock on the nightstand. 4:22am..
I just laid there.. I couldn't fall asleep. I needed his arms wrapped around my waist, his chest to rest my head on, his soft snores. I needed him.
I thought about what I said.. I don't want to call off the wedding, let alone break up at all. But.. What if he falls out of love with me..? What if he only went out to get away from me? What if.. What if he really cheated on me? I trust him more than anyone.. I know he wouldn't.. But people change.
I finally fell asleep with these thoughts still racing through my mind and the dreaded talk with Niall when I woke up.