I woke up to my phone ringing. I looked at the caller id and saw it was Liam. I declined it and saw I had 14 missed calls, all from Liam, Zayn, Harry, Louis, and Paul.
I looked at the time and saw it's 10:02. The interview should be starting now.. I turned the tv on the correct channel and saw the interview just started.
"Isn't there 5 of you? Where's the blonde one?" The interviewer asked.
"Well he was feeling a bit under the weather today.." Louis replied.
"Aww too bad.. Did you guys have fun partying with Ed Sheeran last night? I heard it didn't go to well for Niall.. Anyone wanna explain?" The interviewer asked as pictures of Autumn crying and me kicking the stone wall came up on the screen behind them.
"Autumn didn't feel real well.. And Niall was drunk and we dared him to kick the wall." Zayn lied smoothly.
"Sounds like you boys had fun.." The interviewer said chuckling.
I turned the tv off and threw the remote at the wall.
I just laid in my old bed still crying. My room was pretty much empty except for my bed, empty dresser, and tv. All my stuff was at Niall's. My phone was sitting on the dresser turned off and it just wasn't worth getting up for. I just want to stay here forever.
I heard a knock on the door and I just laid there ignoring it.
"Autumn! Breakfast is ready!" Jamie yelled.
"I don't feel like eating." I whined.
"Too bad. Come eat!"
I got up, grabbed my phone, and laid back down. I turned it on and saw I had texts, missed calls, and voicemails from so many people but only one stood out.. A voicemail from Niall. Should I listen to it..? I put the phone up to my ear and listened to his sweet voice.. It sounds like he's crying.. Aww.. Wait! Snap out of it.. This is his fault not mine.
Suddenly my phone started ringing.. It's my mom. I don't know if I'm ready to face her. Oh well..
"I'm really sorry I didn't listen to you." I said with tears pricking my eyes.
"It's okay, Hun!"
"No mom! It's not! I didn't listen to you and I should've.. I swore he was the one I'd marry and live the rest of my life with! I should've l-listened to you." I said crying.
"Hey.. It's alright. You'll find someone who really loves you. I promise. You can always come stay here if you want."
"I don't know.. M-maybe."
We said our goodbyes and hung up. I've got a lot of thinking to do.. After getting an idea and talking to Emma and Jamie..
I've made up my mind.