33. Not alone
The boys are accompanied by two others. My cousins. "What are you doing here" I manage to say. "We took a Legal flight here as soon as we heard." My cousin, Joan says. "Get me out of here." I keep trying not to fall back, but I can't. "H-h-h-how is my flight illegal." "They were unofficial tickets" My other cousin Lee says. "They can't be." "They are Arianna. They seem to be copy righted." My breathing speeds up. I'm loosing to much blood. Then my breathing slows down and everything starts to go blurry. I feel so dizzy. At least I will be with my parents soon.
"You need to breath Arianna" "Deep Breaths" "Don't give up" "Just concentrate on breathing." I can't make out the voices only the words. I'm trying to hold on, trying to figure out what I have left in this world. What would happen if I just die. Who would care? Who would feel like there heart was torn? Who would plan my funeral? I blink a few times and focus. They are still talking but at this point I have no idea what they're saying. My head hurts more than ever and the pain in my arm is unbearable. At some point my arm hurts again like someone continually stabbing you. "Whats going on' the words jumble out of my mouth and sound more like a hum than words."We....wrap...with..towel" what did they say? I attempt to ask but the words cant come out.
Then everything goes black.
After walls of blackness past, light, beautiful light surrounds me. all the pain is gone. "Hi mom" I smile as i see her walk up to me, my father in hand. "It's not over" She says. I smile at the thought.