20. Breaking apart.
''Okay Ari?'' He says. The sound of Ari makes me think of my dad and i start to cry. I can't stop so i decide to em-brass it. I fall on Louis's chest and start crying. This goes on for about a minutes before I collapse. I cry into the carpet leaving wet marks. Louis goes on his knees and puts his hand on my back. ''Are you okay?" He asks softly. DOES IT LOOK LIKE I'M OKAY! I say in my mind. I decide to say no because right now hes all I have. ''It's okay do you want to talk about it?'' he asks. ''I need to be alone.'' I stand up wipe my eyes as if I done crying I fall onto the bed crying into the pillow. I hear Louis start to sing Every things alright. I sit up and the sound of his singing stops my water fall come out of my eyes. "You have a good voice'' I say sniffling. ''You should make it a main career or something.'' "okay done and done.'' Louis says chuckling. ''Whats funny'' I say defensively. ''Well I'm kinda in a band already'' . ''Ohh'' i say ''whats it called'' I ask curiously. ''One direction.'' Ohhh! I saw you guys on the X-factor. I was bummed you got third." You were now'' He says smiling. ''Yup'' ''So...Are single?'' He asks looking down. ''I don't know maybe my 17 boyfriends died during the twister.'' I say satirically. ''No duh I'm single. No one wants all this'' I say while doing jazz hands from my head to hip. ''Maybe I do'' he says shyly. i blush and try not to giggle but it comes out. I want to say no but I can't. ''Well... go ahead ask me on a date'' I waiting I say with a smirk.