It's been three years since Sarah's death, and I couldn't cope at all. I blocked everyone out, even the ones I loved. Every morning would be the same, no one there to comfort me, no one there to make me smile, I was left alone and depressed. Louis was on tour with the lads again, and Perrie was on tour with her band as well. Maddi went back home to visit her family in England to attend a wedding, and she wouldn't be back until three weeks. Giselle was on vacation with her cousins in Paris, she won't be back in London until a month, Perrie was away touring with her band and she won't be home until a year, Megan was in Los Angeles; working and Sarah, well she's dead. And I dont think there is nothing I could do to change that, ever.
I deciced that moping around in Sarah's home wont ever change the fact that she won't return. As I walked past the paintings on the wall and the photos hanging up in delicate photo frames, I looked at the picture I took with the gang. We were all sitting in the lounge room watching a movie, the girls had decided to do make overs on the girls and the guys decided it woule be funny to spray shaving cream on us. We were having a blast. Even though we were in our teens, that couldn't hold back the fun times we would have together. I sighed and took the picture off the wall and kissed all of their cheeks, including Sarah's. Just as I was about to put the picture back on the hook, my phone started to ring, I looked at the ID caller and decided I should answer it to save them worrying over me.
L: Omg, baby! You picked up. Why haven't you been answering our calls and our texts? We've been worried sick for the past two years.
C: Hi Lou, Sorry I haven't really been in the best shape to talk to anyone, All I've really wanted to do is sit around and wait for Sarah to walk through the doors laughing, but that hasn't happened at all.
L: Chloe, you have to understand that she won't be coming back anymore, I'm sorry to say that, but it's true.
C: Yeah, I know Lou.
L: Well, we are at the airport right now, and I was wondering if you could pick us up? Paul is back in Australia with his mother, because he is attending his sisters funeral, and I dont think he would like to come over here just to drop us off at yours.
I sighed and nodded.
C: Sure thing, wait in the waiting bay, I'll be half an hour tops.
L: Thanks baby, I love you.
C: It's okay. See you soon.
I placed my phone into my pocket and ran into Sarah's room. I grabbed a long sleeve shirt that was baggy and a pair of leggings, I chucked them on and placed my hair in a pony tail. I walked out to the door and grabbed my converse shoes and slipped them on. I grabbed my purse, car keys, sunglasses and phone and walked out the door locking it behind me. I jumped into the car and reversed out, and made my way to the airport.