1. the first year of suicide and silence
I don't really like myself...... who would? Im ugly and fat and worthless. I can't eat. I need to punish myself every night with my blades. No one knows. Don't tell. Shhhh. I wish I were skinny, or pretty. I wish I was loved. But that's impossible. I'll show you.
Your a freak. That's right, I know your secret. Follow my instructions or I will tell people about your 'problems'. Get a blank notebook. Write today's day and your name. Here's how this works. You can never talk again. I mean it. I will be watching. Don't disappoint me. Now on the page you dated and signed write how you feel. Do this everyday. I'm going to check. When your at school I will sneak in and read it. Have fun.Shhhh
~at times like this silence is golden.~