8. Wednesday, February 26th, 2014
Let me be your Bruno Mars because I'm "Locked Out Of Heaven". All it took was one night and my withering doubts have vanished. You are amazing, beautiful, wonderful, perfect. Your outlook on the world, your opinion of me, is so fascinating, I'm "A Thousand Years" for you. I never knew the thing I wanted most was right under my nose! And yes, I mean I want you. I need to see you again, need to kiss you again. When I saw you last night, I swear, my heart would've out worked a hummingbird. And just being that close to you... As I said before, I am but a man. You are, everything I'll ever want or need. I think you should spend the night more often. Or maybe I'll come to your place. Which would you prefer? My only wish is to please you, I only ask that in return you'll stay with me forever. Seeing you at work today, - so focused, so absorbed, so intent - and remembering just hours before when that concentration was fixated wholly on me. You are an experience I will never forget. You are an angel who will always guard my thoughts. I feel like I can tell you anything. Tonight, I'll come to your place and make you dinner and rub your feet or your back or your neck or just hold you. I'll watch all the sappy romance movies you want to watch and I'll laugh and cry when I'm supposed to. I just want to be near you, close to you. I want to hear your breath when you fall asleep on my chest. I want to feel your heartbeat when I wrap my arms around you. I want to hold you and never let you go again. Wait, that sounded a little creepy, sorry. The point is, I love you. Hm. I like the way that looks. I like the way it sounds too. I love you. I love you. I love you. I LOVE YOU. I love you. I've been distracted all day thinking about you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to wake up next to you every day. I want you to kiss me when I go out. I want to hold your baby for the first time. I want to neve have to leave you. Don't read this next part.
Will you marry me?