Letters To Adam

Elisa Hicks is a lonely twenty six year old who's got it bad for a man at her job, Adam Sharp. She becomes so over whelmed by her feelings for him that she begins to write him letters, not sure if he will get them or not. Adam soon returns his feelings and realizes what he's been missing, but their sappy romance has it's troubles. Adam wants to marry Elisa after only a month of being together and while Elisa knows she is in love with Adam, she is afraid to see the beauty he sees in her, in herself. A/N: There are many musical references and some reference to adult content. If this may offend you, please do not read. Also, the YouTube links aren't working for me, so if you want to listen to the sings they mention, you'll have to manually research them. I know, the struggle.


1. Tuesday, Februaury 4th, 2014

Dear Adam,

Hello. How are you? Good , I'm sure. At least you look good. Was that creepy? Probably. Anyway, I decided to start telling you how I feel. Not that you care. Or do you? Would you tell me? Are you scared? I am. I'm terrified. That explains why I always act like a fool around you. I know you'll never have me, never choose me over everyone else, so I guess I shouldn't be wasting so much time on you but... I can't help it. When you smile, my world fades and it's just me and you. And then it's just me because you either walk away, or don't care. I wish you cared. I care. Can I make you care? Do I sound stupid? Yes. No? Really? Okay. It's okay, you can leave. I'm used to being alone. I've got that feeling memorized. Just know that I've got you like a fever and I can't shake the feeling that maybe you got me too. Somewhere in your mind, you say my name. At least once and somewhere. I want to give you my heart but I don't want to waste it because I've only got one. Not that I think you're a waste, but you've got to understand, I'm trying to be careful here. What if you're just some silly crush? I don't feel like you're just a crush but what if I'm reading myself all wrong? All these questions I wish you would answer. Questions I wish I could ask you. Would I be crazy to want you to just say my name? Just say my name. My insides are jelly when I just look at you, but I bet a million dollars that if you said my name, I'd fly. You and me, we could be so Owl City. Maybe you're my "Deer In The Headlights"? But I know you don't listen to him so the meaning is lost on you. Don't pity me. Don't feel bad for me. I can do that well enough on my own. I just want you to stay gorgeous and friendly and genuine and strong. Strong. Yes, that's a great word to describe you. Strong physically, strong mentally, and strong in your will. Yeah. Just strong. Meanwhile, I'll be strong too and hope that birds of a  feather do indeed flock together. One day, Adam, we'll fly. I promise you. We'll fly. 

                                                                                                                                    -- Elisa

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