Darkness. That's all I ever see. A not so inviting void of darkness. You're probably confused, I'll explain everything. My name is Blaze Payne and I am 19 years old and I'm also the sister of Liam Payne. Yes, Liam Payne from One Direction. You've probably never heard of me because Liam did not tell you or anyone for that matter, I have also been homeschooled. Liam is very protective over me because I'm blind. My exclusive life consists of the wonderful darkness. Note my sarcasm. How I became blind? By a car accident. I sat in the car with my dad, he lost control of the car for a millisecond and at that time we went over a bridge railing and down the highway below. The doctor thought that I would get back my sight but as years passed he stopped saying it on my visits, I stopped myself hope when I was 15, a year after the crash.


6. Chapter 6

If it happens, a person something bad will repeat it in the mind of that person several times, each time the person closes his eyes . Now that you know this, what do you think happens when the person in connection with the accident , lost their eyesight?                                                                      I wish I didn't knew the answer , especially today. Every time I wake up, go to sleep or keep my eyelids open so I can see everything that happened to the last detail , for they were the last thing I saw. I remember things and remember how someone or something looks, I can paint a picture of a person just by feeling the face, but all I see is the accident. I wish the answer would be different but it's not and I can not change it.

With a sigh , I went into the kitchen where Liam and his friends sat and ate breakfast. Today it's been three years sedn accident and I could not stop crying tonight , I could not fall asleep. There was silence when the guys saw me .

'Blaze , why have you been crying ? ' asked Louis. I sighed and ignored his question. All I did was open a cupboard in the kitchen and took out the first bottle I found. I unscrewed the cap and sniffed it. Votka , good. I closed the bottle again and started walking towards my room until I felt Liam's hands grabbed me .

' Blaze what are you doing? ' he asked anxiously. I said of course not and took me away and continued walking to my room and locked the door behind me.

' Call Ryan for me Niall , I'll call mom ' I heard Liam say. He would not get any response by Ryan , but mom would probably explain everything. I unscrewed the cap and took a sip , the liquid burned all the way down to my stomach.

Hours later, my bottle was almost half empty and Ryan , Liam , Niall , Zayn , Harry and Louis had given up to get into this a long time ago. It did not help that they asked me to open and they could not break down the door because I put a lot of stuff for it.

' Blaze , I know it's been 3 years today , but you must accept that you do not going to get it back within a short future. You can not live like this forever ' said Ryan through my door. I took one to sip. I know that I'm drunk and do not remember any of this here tomorrow , I do not even remember what I did all the other years , I only remember that I stole a bottle votka and raised it to my room.

The raindrops rolled down the window and the thick gray air was cold . Dad and I sat alone in the car on the way to my dance class . The radio played Bruno Mars and I hummed with the text. Dad was wearing a blue shirt and smiled at me . All was quiet until I felt the tires let go of the ground. I remember the panic in my father's eyes when he yelled at me to hold on , but it was too late . We were already above the parapet . It felt like an eternity before we hit the highway below us. I remember the pain in my head as I flew through the window and landed on the hard ground and got the car door on me. I remember how the cars slowed and people stood and cried , but I remember nothing more. I remember no more moments , just how everything was heard. I never saw if Dad died , or if he was seriously injured . It was only after all I found out that he had broken both legs and an arm . I do not remember that I've seen color of the sky , just that it stopped raining .

I struck hard against the wall I was leaning against before I took another sip votka . Tears streamed down my cheeks and I wished to god that I would recover my sight .

' Blaze , please open the door. I know I have not been here and helped you before, but I 'm here now ' I heard Liam say through the door.He can not help me, no one can. I took a swig from the bottle , it was the last . With a groan , I stood up and started to move things away from the door. I hope Liam is gone . I opened the door and walked out.

The whole house was quiet so I went down to the kitchen and opened the cupboard again . I took out the first good bottle and was just about to take a sip before I heard someone clear their throats.

' Blaze way down the whiskey bottle ' said Louis voice. I took a sip and ignored him .

' Liam and the others went on an interview and Ryan had to go . ' he said. so that was why it was so quiet . I started to walk past him but felt how he grabbed the whiskey bottle.

' release it ' I said but all that happened was that he snatched it away from me. I stared at the point I thought his head was at .

'Let's go and sit on the couch instead.' he said and led me to the living room , I was too drunk to resist.

' You know, you 've been in your room for 6 hours already since you went in there at 1. Are you not hungry ? ' Louis question made ​​me realize that I was very hungig but I shook my head . I was placed on the couch and felt Louis sat down near me.

' we'll put on a movie ? ' he asked and I shook my head. I knew that I was still crying and when I felt Louis thumbs against my skin as he wiped my tears , I felt weird, in a good way.                            

'you are really beautiful, did you know that?' he said and i shook my head. Knew I wouldn't remamber any of this tomorrow but i  just wanted to feel his face, so i places my hands over his face. He knew what I was doing and he let me do it. His cheek bones were high and His jawline sharp, he had a bit facialhair.                                                                                                                      

'what eye and hair colour do you have?' I asked with a shaky breath.                                                      'I have blue eyes and brown hair' he replaid and I let my fingers go through his hair. This time he was the one who relised a shaky breath and I knew I would have to stop.

'im tired' i said. Louis laughed a bit bu after a little while he stood up and helped me to my room and without another word he left me with the horrible imagine in my head playng on repeat.

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