I started sleeping on the couch in Zayn's room because it started feeling awkward sleeping in the same bed with him. I admit that I still have feelings for Zayn...
I got up and noticed Zayn was still sleeping. I looked over at the clock and the red numbers said 9:25 a.m. I usually sleep till 12, but hey it's a great start to get up earlier than that. I noticed the way his long lashes were resting on his cheeks. The way his hair was tousled all over the place and the way his breathing was slow and sweet. The love that is still in my heart for him. He was my first for everything.
I went over to his bedside and I leaned over and pecked him on the forehead. I left the room and headed to the cafeteria. I was fucking starving.
I saw her walk in the cafeteria. The way her brunette hair flawlessly fell over her shoulders. The way her blue eyes scanned the room which could make anyone fall to their knees.
I liked her a lot, but it can't happen. I know Zayn still has feelings for her. If he didn't she would have been dead right now. Zayn doesn't play games when it comes to her. He loves her by the way he looks at her. By the way he wants to protect her at all costs. He's risking everything by letting her stay here. While Axel wants her back...
She's always caught my eye, but I would never betray Zayn's trust. He's like my brother. We've been friends since we were toddlers.
Her eyes hit mine and I quickly turned my gaze away from her. Her eyes make my body break down.
I saw him. Liam. The way he takes over my thoughts when I see him. Why did I kiss him? Why did I put myself through the pain and now we can't even be together because "Zayn" is in the way...
We made eye contact, but he turned away real quick. Which is honestly a sign that he must like me. Like come on. Or he can't stand to look at me, which I doubt.
I grabbed a breakfast plate from the table full of food. I looked over to where Liam was sitting. He was sitting with Niall and Harry. I noticed a girl come walking up to Liam and sat down next to him. She was whispering in his ear about something. I noticed he smirked at whatever she was saying. She was all over him. She was totally being flirty. She left the table and I made my way over and sat down.
"Hey Jess!" Niall exclaimed.
"Hi Niall." I gave him a sweet smile.
"How are you holding up?"
"I doing very well thank you for asking."
"That's good. Hey maybe you should come join us tonight. We are having a movie night in our theater."
"I would love too."
"That's great. Pretty much everyone is coming tonight."
"That's cool. Can't wait."
I started eating my food and Niall, Harry, and Liam were occasionally talking about things here and there. Liam kept glancing over to me and I gave him a smile. He looked like he got all flustered.
"Well I'll see you guys tonight." I got up and grabbed my trash.
"Alright bye." They all said in a unison.
I left and threw away all my trash. I made my way to the gym and then to Zayn's office. I knocked on Zayn's office door.
I opened the door and shut it behind me. He looked up and saw it was me. He gave me a smile. Which melted my heart instantly.
"I'm surprised you're here." He said giving me a small chuckle.
"I just felt you're lonely all the time and wanted to see if you wanted any company."
"Company is nice. I'm flattered that you feel that way."
I sat down in front of his desk and let him do his work. I just roamed around in his office and looked at his antiques and paintings all around. I never been in his office when we were together. Honestly this place was a tiny house when it first started so I don't even think he even had an office.
Hours pass and Zayn finally got through all the paperwork he had on his desk. We made small talk here and there, but nothing to interesting.
"Are you going to movie night?" I asked.
"I don't think so, but you can go if you want."
"Why not? It will be so much fun!"
"I know, but Jess I'm exhausted. It's been awhile since I've gotten to just relax and let stress flow out of me."
"Alright I'll go. I can hang out with Liam, Harry, and Niall."
"That's a good idea Jess. I'm glad you guys can be friends."
"If you need me. I'll be in our indoor pool. It will just be for me tonight, but you can stop by if you want."
"Alright. I hope relaxing helps you.. I lo-."
I almost said I love you, but I stopped myself. He didn't seem to notice, but I was having a heart attack.
"Bye. Have fun." He waved off to me and I made my way to the theater.
I met up with Niall, Harry, and Liam. We found seats and got ready for the movie.
"Omg... What the hell was that movie all about? They left us with a cliffhanger! How can they do that!"
I was going on and on about 'Gone Girl'. Niall, Liam, and Harry were just laughing at me because I was soo flustered about it.
We made our way to the arcade and started playing games. I was having so much fun tonight. I was playing air hockey with Harry and he was kicking my ass.
"No fair. You probably play this every day!"
"It's true. Practice makes perfect Jess."
I lost to him and we were talking about what we should play next and I saw the girl at the table earlier go up to Liam. I blew it off and I went to go play mini bowling with Harry and Niall.
"Hey can we join?" Liam asked. I turned to see Liam and the girl coming up.
"Of course you can dude." Niall said adding Liam and the girls name to the board.
Her name is Rachel. Which a pretty name, but jealousy was hitting me to the core. We played bowling and Niall ended up winning and I'm over here in last place. I swear I suck at everything...
"Jess you got to work on those skills. You're losing in everything." Harry said while laughing.
"Shut up meany!" I said playfully punching him in the arm. While laughing together. I turned to see Rachel kissing Liam. He was enjoying it too. Jealousy hit me hard this time. I can't do anything because I'm not Liam's girlfriend, but I can't believe how much it hurt to see them kissing.
I turned away and said my goodbyes to Niall and Harry. I started to make my way out of the arcade and then Liam grabbed my arm.
I looked over at him and see Rachel standing in the background rolling her eyes.
"Yeah. Why do you care? You seem to be having fun with someone else anyways."
With that he let go of my arm and I left. I started to look for the indoor pool, but I seriously was so fucking lost in this huge place. I saw a maid walking to each room and coming out.
"Excuse me?" I called out to her.
She stopped before going into the next room.
"By any chance do you know where the indoor pool is?"
"Yes. Let me show you the way. You know you're not even close to it."
I felt so embarrassed by that comment. I felt sooo stupid.
"I'm sorry. It's just so huge here. I don't know my way around here yet."
"It's fine. Just ask anyone and they should tell you."
We made our way down through series of halls and a few elevators. She stopped at a door which had a sign saying 'Indoor Pool'.
"Thank you so much."
I opened the door and there was lockers and another door that leads to the pool. It had a sign that said 'Do not disturb'. Which I'm assuming Zayn put up. I opened the door and made my way out.
I was searching for Zayn, when I saw him sitting in the hot tub. I made my way over to him and I took off my clothes and left my undergarments on. They are like a bikini anyways.I slowly got in and he finally opened his eyes.
"Hello Jess." He smiled and I returned him with a smile.
"Hi. This is very relaxing."
"Yes it is."
I laid my head back and let the hot water surround me.
"This place is so huge now. I got lost just trying to find you."
He chuckled and sat up from his leaning position. I opened my eyes and look at him.
"Yeah it took a lot of work to get this far."
"I bet! It's beautiful though."
"Sure is. How was movie night?"
"It was fun, but ugh the movie is not something you want me to go in details about."
He chuckled, "You are always like that when I movie or show leaves your brain scattered."
"True true." I laughed.
Time passed and the more I talk to Zayn the more my feelings start getting in the way.
"Thank you for coming to hang out with me Jess. You really helped me relax."
"You're welcome and you know whenever you need me, I'm here."
He gave me a heart warming smile.
"Same goes to you."
I grabbed my clothes and he handed me a towel. I wrapped the towel around myself and we made our way to his room.
We took our showers and I went to the closet and stole one of his t-shirts and some of Jade's shorts and threw them on. I made my way over the couch and got ready for bed.
He turned of the light and I drifted off to sleep.
Thank you to everyone who's been reading. I'm rewriting the whole story because I wrote this when I was like 12 and I see so much potential. I know I have spelling and grammar mistakes, but I'll fix them when I'm done with more chapters. I'm also thinking if I should just change the characters to different people other than One Direction and Zayn because I don't see them fitting very well in my story, but we'll see because then I'll have to change the cover and etc.... Please let me know if I should keep or change my characters. Bye Lovelies!