Alva had to go and left me alone with Niall. I went out and just stared at him. He put off the phone and turned around to look at me. I had no idea what I would say to him. Okay I was glad he wanted to stand behind me and protect me, but I wasn't ready for either relationship or for him. Niall went silent and he met my gaze. We were silent for a few seconds, before he put his cell phone in his pocket and cleared his throat a little bit.
"I usually don't fall for girls." he whispered. "I'm picky and I know that many want me, but that's not what I'm looking for. When I met you, it was like everything fell into place and I don't care about what happened before I showed up."
"Niall it could never work between us. Sorry if I have misled you or if you have thought that I have feelings for you, but I can't."
Niall raised his head and looked at me.
"You don't know, we have to tested but you will not give me one chance?"
I shook my head.
"I don't think you should be with someone like me and you will never be free from what I've done."
"Well, I love you so much."
I swallowed and looked down at the floor.
"If the press finds out who you meet, will One Direction be a bad thing and people are going to hate me and you."
Niall smiled weakly.
"I will still end up from the band soon anyway. We are getting tired of each other and it's not like before."
"Why do you turn on the words?" I almost screamed the words at him. "You turn on everything just to get me to want you but I have to tell you something. I hate you guys!"
Niall fell silent and just stared at me. I took a few steps toward him and looked serious.
"Listen once and for all on me, I can't be your girlfriend and you can't love me. Niall Please forget all about me and live your life, I don't fit into the picture and you're not even my type of guy..."
Niall stood still. He didn't budge, and he stared at me. I understood that he certainly didn't believe in my words, and I was right. He walked up to me and took my face between his hands.
"Stop it!" he whispered tenderly. "Nelly, I intend to show that I'm worthy to be your boyfriend and I intend to be there for you. You can't force me to leave you."
"Niall, I don't love you."
He smiled and gave me a light kiss on the nose.
"I know you love me and I will get you to show feelings for me. I know you will be happy with me and there's a we."
I swallowed again and saw how he really believed in his words.
"I want to sleep,,,," I whispered. "Can you go now?"
I fell asleep and I had nightmares again. The problem was that both Liam and Niall were chasing me. They ran after me and I couldn't get away. I woke up when the whole body was shaking and I was sweaty. Talk about that One Direction ruined my life.
Short chapter but there's more.
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I think it's a difficult story and many times I have fallen down. I know I'm grotesque and I know I shouldn't ..... but it's so fun to fantasize.