4. hary is ok with it!
We all kind of just like stood there for like a while. Harry held my hand andn we both looked at niall and niall looked at us and we did this for like a long time until niall started to cry.
"You dont even love her harry! you just mether we have been friends since like highschool and ive alwasy had a crush on her!" Niall was cryingout.
It hit me like a buz. I just now remembered that niall had gone to school with me and i was an exchange student in ireland and he sent me secret admirer notes and i gueess i just found out that he sent them. I looked at my feet and i didnt say anything.
"You know him already????" harry asked.
I nodded slowly and didnt talk cuz if i did then i would cry and if i cry i dont want harry to thinki its because i love niall bcuz that wouldnt be the reason it is just cuz when i am stressed i cry and yeah.
"Lets just go" harry said as he took my hand and pulled me to the car. \
We stayed quiet in the car and we didntsay anything but i kept on opening my mouth to say something but i didnt know what to say sso i closed it and i just kept doing that and i sorta looked like a fish or like an old man who chewed with his mouth open and harry looked at me and started laughing and heis laugh was so cuteeeee that il luaghed too and we were bothing laughing and it felt nice.
so maybe we are gonna be okay. ,maybe harry has changed his mind about the baby!!!!! maybe he is ready to be a daddy!!! Im happy!
Im scared to cuz like niall said
he loved me and thats probalem isnt just gonna go away it will get worse and i dont care right now whatever ill work with it when it starts to get bad but right nowits good so imokay :)))))))))