10. Chapter 10
I smiled at her. She held onto me with her arm. She was so beautiful. Why didn't I tell her? Why couldn't I just do it? I would hate myself if she fell in love with somoene else. But could she? I'm the only one who could save her in her nightmares. Well now dreams. Before she would just appear in the water. Now she's on the edge of the dock every night instead of the water drowning.
We kept walking on the beach. "You want to go into the woods?" I asked looking at her big, brown eyes.
"Sure? I don't know. I guess cause we won't find anything to do but just sit here." She sighed.
"We don't have to Bri. We can just sit here."
"No. I really want to know why I dream of this place."
"Let's go then."
She looked a bit frightened to go in there. But then she stepped up with me and we headed in.
I sat up in bed and rubbed my eyes. My alarm clock read 6:00. I groaned. My alarm was suppose to go off at 5:30. But it gave me more time with her.
By the time I got into my car to drive to school it was almost 7. School started at 7:15.
How are we going to act now? What are we gonna say to eachother. We spend every night together but only in our same dream.
I get to school as usual. I park in the back because no one parks there but after school its a bitch to get out. The line is terrible.
I get out of my car and put my backpack on. I walk to the building and its like a normal day. I walk past her locker every morning. This time she was there. I looked and smiled. She didn't do anything. But she was on the phone. With somoene.
She was smiling and laughing. Oh gosh. She doesn't like me. I knew I should have just left her. But how could I? She was amazing. Even though we've only known that we were in eachothers dreams for less than a week I love her. I loved her before I knew her. I don't know why but I did.
I went through the rest of my day not talking to anyone. But I stared at her and she looked happy. When I wasn't because I knew the girl I love didn't love me back.
Maybe I should take some sleeping pills that will help me not have these dreams. Its worth a try.