"Daddy, mum, can I go on tour with Niall!? Please!" I asked. "Ya, alright." Mom said. "Sure!" Dad said. I called Niall. "Hey princess." He answered. "Hey! I can go on tour!" I squeaked. "That's awesome!" He said. My dad walking in. "May I speak to him for a moment?" Dad asked. "Niall, my dad is gonna talk to you for a minute." I said, handing my cell to dad. After a moment, he came back in and handed me the phone. "What was that about?" I asked. "Nothing, don't worry." Niall said. "OK, so when is the tour?" I asked. "3 weeks! Best start packing for the 7 months ahead of us!" He said. "Alright! Bye Ni!" I said. "Bye princess." He said and we hung up. 7 months with the boys! Awesome! "So, Renee, how long is the tour?" Mom asked. "7 months!" I said.
*An Hour Later*
I was heading at the mall with a friend of mine. "I hate shopping!" I said. "Too bad! Now, lets get something to eat. TJ is gonna meet us on the food court." Melanie said. TJ was her boyfriend and one of my close friends, not a best friend, but close friend. We got some food and found a table where TJ was. "Hey, pedo bear!" Melanie said. "Hey babe." He said she gave him a quick kiss. "What's up Alison?" He said. "Nothing much, Wilson." I said. "So, I read one of Niall's Tweets. He says Stephanie was a bitch and he found the most beautiful girl in the world who he wouldn't trade for anything! Who is it?!" Melanie asked. "Hint, starts with a R." I said. "Riley Ross? She's a jerk." She said. "No... I'm not jealous this time, I'mma say that." I said. She hands covered her mouth. "No way! You?!" She flipped. I nodded with a huge smile. "But how'd be get past your dad?!" She asked. "My dad really likes him, so after Niall asked me out, 15 minutes later, he asked my dad's permission and dad accepted!" I said. She grabbed my hands. "Did you kiss yet?!" She asked. "Listen nosy rosy, it just happened today, chill out! No, we didn't yet, but he said he loves me and he said that not even his words could express how much I mean to him." I said. "Aww! That's so sweet!" She said. "Oh, also, going on a 7 month tour with him and the boys!" I said. "Girl, you are so lucky! You're Niall's former best friend, now girlfriend and the band is also your best friends! I don't even know Niall!" She said. "Trust me, if you can barely understand me, you won't understand him." I said. My phone rang and Niall's name came up. "Hey!" I answered. "Hey princess! I was heading over to Nando's, wanna come!?" He asked. "I'm at the worse place in the world with Melanie. I can't." I said. "She dragged you to the mall?! You better be in the food court!" He said. I laughed. "Of course I am! Where did you think? A clothing store?" I asked and we both laughed. "Tell you what, stay where you are and I'll be there in 5! Get me some fries! I'll pay you back!" He said. "Then I'll get large fries..." I said and we hung up. I ordered my food and sat down again. Within 5 minutes, Niall was walking down the mall with his sweater, with the hod up and sunglasses. I laughed a bit. He came up and sat next to me. "Hey princess." He said and kissed my forehead. I kissed his cheek, making his cheeks redden. "Ni, this is Melanie and her boyfriend and a friend of mine, TJ." I said. TJ gave a little nod as Melanie almost fell out of her chair. "Don't you dare scream his name!" I warned her. She nodded. Niall took one of my union rings instead of the fries I bought him. "Hey. I bought you your own thing! Stay away from my rings! They only look good on me!" I joked with the last part. I slipped one on my finger and ate it. He smiled and kissed the tip of my nose. "I got pay back for you taking my pizza." He said, taking another. I moved it away and pushed his fries to him. He laughed a bit and ate his fries. "Love you, princess." He said. "Love you, too, Prince Charming." I said. He wrapped his arms around my waist. "You bet I am." He said trying to do a Batman impression, but his cute Irish accent made it backfire. Me on other other hand, even with my Irish accent, did one quite well. "I can do a better one." I said and stuck out my tongue playfully. "Oh? Then show me." He said, so I did. "Well, shit." He said. I kissed the tip of his nose.
*15 Minutes Later*
Niall and I sat outside of Nando's in his car, eating. "Thanks for making an excuse to get me out of there." I said. "Hey, I wanted sometime alone with my girlfriend." He said. I smiled. I snuggled up to his side and closed my eyes with a smile plastered across my face. He kissed the top of my head before eating again. He wrapped on arm around my shoulders, and he used the other for eating. "Same old Niall." I said. "The old Niall didn't cuddle with you, or tell you he loved you, did he?" He asked trying to have a point. "You're right, he didn't, my point is that you're with someone and you're still eating." I said. "Ya, true." He said. I smiled at him and opened my left eye. "You're cuddly." I said. He smiled down at me and licked his fingers. I laughed. "Ew!" I said, still laughing. He rolled his eyes with a smile. "You're cute." He said. I kissed his cheek, making his cheeks flush red. "No matter how many times you do that, I love it and can't get used to it. It's already so sweet, you can't make it sweeter." He said. "I beg to differ." I said. He raised his left eyebrow. I locked eyes with him, and leaned closer. His face got redder and redder. "You're so cute, Niall." I said and kissed his cheek. "Alright, you just made it 99% sweeter." He said. I stuck my tongue out at him. He stroked my cheek with his thumb, looking straight into my eyes. He gave me the biggest, whitest, sweetest smile. I smiled right back at him, trying to match his smile, but there was no way is hell, my stupid ass smile would never be as cute. "You're so cute." He said. I felt my cheeks get warmer. He kissed the top of my head and hugged me. "I love you, Renee." He said. "I love you, too." I said.
*An Hour Later*
We were sitting on Niall's couch, cuddling. He was asleep, so I took that as an advantage to have some pop. I stood up, but hands grabbed my hips. I screamed as I was pulled into Niall's lap. He tightened his grip and kissed my cheek. I smiled. "So, where you going?" He asked. "Bathroom." I lied. Man I hated lying to him, it broke me inside. He let go and I hurried into the bathroom. When I came out into the living room, Niall was gone and some stuff with all over the floor. The lights were off. "Niall?" I asked. Silence. "Ni?!" I said a bit louder. He jumped out at me, causing me to scream. I was already almost crying cuz I was scared, but when he jumped out, it scared me more. I had tears running down my face. "What the hell is wrong with you?!" I demanded. He looked at me with sorry eyes. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry." He said. I pushed past him and grabbed my jacket. "You suck! You know how worried I get! Don't you remember what happened to me?!" I asked angrily, but still crying. He went to hug me. "No, just don't! That was mean! Screw off!" I said and stormed out. I knocked on Liam's door. He opened the door. "Hey, Renee! What can I do for you?" He asked with a smile. He saw my tears. "Can you drive me home?" I asked. "What about Niall?" He asked. "He screamed me by turning off the lights and throwing things on the floor. You remember what happened to me, but he didn't!" I crooked. He hugged me. "I'm sorry, Renee. Come on, I'll take you home." He said. "Thank you, Liam." I said. I wiped away my turns and we headed off.
*5 In The Morning*
Harry texted me. The boys know I don't sleep often. "Hey Renee. I heard what happened. I'm sorry, and so is he. He's with me and he's kinda drunk. He feels really bad and he's crying a bit. I understand if you don't wanna forgive him, but we all would be happy. You guys are so good together, Renee. He loves you more than anything, and he hates himself for scaring you like that." Harry said. I was kinda upset with Niall, he forgot what happened to me, but he's at Harry's place, drunk, sad, crying, and he loved me a lot. If this is what I did to him, then maybe it would be better off if we stayed friends. It'd be hard for us, but I didn't want him like this, I loved him too much to even hear that he was this crushed. "I'm on my way, don't tell him." I typed. "He's not listening to any of us, he's just in a corner, getting more drunk, crying, and ranting on about you." Harry replied. I didn't like him like this, it hurt me to know that he was hurt. I tiptoed downstairs, still in my pj short shorts and my tank top that was a bit small. I snuck out and to my car. I drove over to Harry's flat and knocked on the door. Harry answered and the first thing I saw was Niall, in a corner, curled up in a ball on the floor, crying and drunk. "Harry, if I do this to him, then I don't think I should stay with him. It pains me to see him like this because of me! It'd be hard to stay friends, but I think it's for the best, what do you think?" I asked. "I don't know, Renee, I really don't!" Harry said, obviously a bit drunk, too. I walked over to Niall who was going on and on about how much I met to him. What he was saying made me rethink everything. "Without her, I'd be lost. I'd kill myself! I love her! More than anything! Just knowing I scared her like that makes me wanna kill myself to make everything better. I had forgotten, but I didn't try. I was just so happy to be with her, it slipped my mind. I love her." He slurred. I wanted to cry. He'd kill himself for me, to make me happy. I actually cried. "Niall..." I said softly. He stopped ranting and looked at me. "I love you, I wouldn't want you to kill yourself. You make me so happy just to have you in my life. You mean sooo much to me, more than the world. Please, don't EVER talk about killing yourself, hearing you say that makes me cry. I love you, Niall, I don't care about what happened, you were just happy and it slipped your mind." I said slowly and softly. He buried his face into his knees. I laid right next to him, the upper half of my body resting on his side. I wrapped my arms around him. "I love you, no matter what happens." I said. He rolled over a bit and wrapped his arms around me. "I'm sorry, Renee..." He slurred. I helped him up and brought him to his flat. He was so drunk, it was funny watching him walk. "Wanna head to the bedroom, baby?" He asked, not knowing what he was saying. "You're really drunk, Niall. Go to bed." I said and helped him to his room. He got into bed and I kissed his cheek, making his cheeks redden. "Goodnight, Niall." I said. "Goodnight, baby." He said. I left his flat and headed back home.
*Early The Next Morning*
I only fell asleep 3 hours ago and I'm being called. Loui. I groaned and answered. "Did you really talk some sense into him?" He asked. "Ya... He listened to me for some reason. Normally drunk Niall doesn't listen to anyone." I said. We talked for a little while. My mom knocked on the door just after I hung up with Loui. "Renee, some girls from your old school called." Mom said. "What girls? My only friend was Melanie. I'm not even gonna bother." I said and rolled onto my side. "You still have to take your sister to school. Your father and I are heading out to a friends house for a week or so. We'll be back before you leave." Mom said. "Why are you leaving?" I asked. "A friend of mine lost her husband and she needs someone to be with her for a little bit." She replied. "Oh... Tell her I said I'm sorry for her loss." I said. Mom and dad headed out. "Tessa! Are you ready to go?" I asked. "Hold on! I'm going to the bathroom." She said. I waited and looked at the clock. We'd leave in a minute, and it'd be the usual time she'd leave. She trotted down the stairs. I felt bad that she had a school uniform. We headed out and she hugged me goodbye before heading out of the car. "Bye, Tessa!" I called. "Bye, Renee!" She called and ran up to her friends. I watched for a moment as a boy ran up to her and hugged her. He lifted her up and spun around. That was Carter, her closest friend. They acted like Niall and I did. I smiled at the fact she had such good friends. In the mirror, I saw her hug a few other of her girl friends. I smiled and drove over to Niall's to see how he was doing. I opened his door with my key and walked in, carefully closing the door. I walked over to his bedroom door and he was sleeping like a baby. I leaned in the doorway, and folded my arms. I slightly smiled at him. I carefully sat next to him. I kissed his cheek. "Time to get up, Ni." I said. He didn't move. "Niall?" I asked, shaking him. "NIALL!" I shouted. Nothing. He was barely breathing. I stuck my head out into the hall. "Boys!" I called out in a panic. They all ran out. "What's wrong, Renee?!" Zayn asked. "Niall's not responding to me. He won't wake up and he's barely breathing!" I said, tears running down my face. The rushed in and Zayn called 911. They came in less than 5 minutes and rushed him off to the hospital. The boys were close behind. I left after a moments silence. I was driving and my car spun out of control. I shut my eyes as it rolled. Darkness.