The Love Factor

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6. Flashbacks

I woke up to Niall's soft lips on mine. His face was really warm like everytime I kissed him. I smiled against his lips. He started to pull away cuz I was awake, but I pulled him and myself closer. We were both smiling against each others lips. We pulled away. There was a twinkle in his eye. "Love you." I said. "Love you, too. Happy Birthday, princess." He said. I hugged him. "Thank you." I said. We crawled out of bed. I went to the kitchen and he headed to the bathroom. He was in there for a while. "You OK?" I asked. "Yup!" He called back. I was unsure, but I just got some food. I sat on the couch and ate some breakfast. Niall came out a few minutes later. "Are you sure you're OK?" I asked. "Ya, I just needed time to straighten out my thoughts." He said and kissed me cheek. He sat down next to me and I rested my head on his shoulder. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and rubbed my good arm. "Niall.... Have you ever thought that we'd end up like this... You know, together?" I asked. "Well, everyday for a long while now, I only dreamt of being by your side, being able to cuddle with you, kiss you, and being able to tell you what you mean to me. I used to fantasize, but now I don't have to." He said. I snuggled closer to him. "We are the same person... That's exactly what I thought." I said. It was true, that's what I was thinking. "2 great minds think alike." He said. I smiled at him and kissed his cheek, still making his cheeks redden. I snuggled as close as I could. "Honestly, this is going to be the best birthday ever... I get to spend it with the best boyfriend on Earth." I said. He smiled and kiss the tip of my nose. I laughed slightly. He kissed my forehead, down the side of my face, then to my neck. He knew where the weak spot was on my neck. He stopped right on it and sucked on it. I screech a bit and moaned in pleasure. He bit down on my neck. I moaned far loader and ached my back. He smiled against my neck and sucked harder. I moaned louder, 60% louder than the last. He moved up my neck, making me moan none stop, louder and louder until he got to my lips. A moan of pleasure rolled in my throat. He smiled against my lips. When he pulled away, his cheeks were such a bright red, it looked like a unicorn threw up on him. He left a love mark on my neck that hurt to touch. "Sorry..." He said. "For what?" I asked. "For doing that." He said, referring to my neck. "Niall, it's OK... It was actually really nice... I enjoyed it." I said awkwardly. He smiled a bit and kissed my head. "I never actually thought I'd do that. I guess hearing you moan made me go crazy to show you how much I love you." He said, awkwardly as well. I smiled. I curled up on the couch with my head in Niall's lap. Soon enough, I was asleep.

Niall's POV:

She fell asleep with her head in my lap. I played with her long, beautiful, light orange, Auburn hair. It was red, but it looked more like a light orange. I started to move so I could stand up to carry her to her room. Her arms flew around my waist in her sleep. "Please don't go, Niall... I love you." It was so cute when she talked in her sleep. I leaned over a bit. "I'm just going to carry you to safety." I whispered in her ear. Her arms loosened and I slowly snuck away. I snuck my arms under her and cradled her as I walked. I reached her room and I was reluctant to put her down. I held her close to me and smiled a bit. She was so beautiful and cute. I walked over to her bed and hesitantly put her down. I kissed her cheek and left her room. 4 or so days we've been dating and I loved her more than anything and there was one way to tell her how much I loved her, but were we ready? I shook off the thought. Then, I remembered back when we were kids in Ireland.

*Flashback*

"Niall, someday, I wanna be a bride. I know, it sounds weird cuz I hate dresses and fancy things, but it would just be that day where I found love and I could feel happy." 8 year old Renee said. I looked at her. "Who do you think will be at the end of the aisle?" I asked, looking into the sky. "I don't know... Someone who loves me, makes me feel happy... Calls we their princess." She replied. Now, back then, I never said princess, but I started many years later. "What if I was at the end cuz you had to marry your best friend?" I asked. "Then I hurry my tiny little butt up so I could hug you." She said, falling into the grass. "But, out of all your friends, who's the cutest and you'd want to marry?" I asked, propping myself up on my elbows to look at her. She turned her head to look at me and our eyes met. That's when I realized how beautiful she was. My heart beat faster and faster. Her bright green eyes sparkled. A light breeze went by, making her hair flow a bit. She shrugged and looked back up to the sky where the sun was starting to set. "I don't really know... I don't really know what love is yet, but of I had to choose... It would be you. You're funny and sweet, always nice to me, as for the guys, they like to be more rough, which I like that, but I wouldn't wanna marry someone who pushes me around, waiting for me to hit them." She laughed at the last bit. "I'll be waiting at the end of the aisle until the day I die, just to see how pretty you look." I said and flopped back down. I looked over at her. That was the day I knew, I'd be that one at the end of the aisle, awaiting her beautiful face. I had to be that lucky boy.

*Flashback Over*

Little Renee was so cute, I missed it when we were kids. All our fun times, being able to do what we wanted, but now, I have a job that I love, and Renee as my perfect, beautiful girlfriend. I thought back to all the funny things that happened to us, even some bad things.

*Flashback*

I was running with her on my back, age 10. I tripped over a rock and she flew off my back. She fell to the ground and rolled into a tree, laughing a bit. I had twisted my ankle. She ran up to me. "Niall! Are you alright?" She asked. I nodded, trying to show her that I wasn't about to cry. She helped my up and I toppled over when I put pressure on my ankle. "Niall!" She said in panic and knelt down in front of me. She looked at me with worry in her beautiful eyes. I couldn't help but smile through my tears. "I'm OK, cuz you're here." I said. She sat on her legs at a funny angle and wrapped her arms around me from the side. "But you're not OK. Your hurt." She said, resting her head on my shoulder. "As long as I have my best friend, then I'm fine." I said with a weak smile. She pulled something out of her pocket. She got in front of me and looked at my ankle. She took off my shoe and my sock. My ankle was swollen and purplish. She gently wrapped it up with a wrap she always carried in her overalls. She carried my shoe and sock and she helped me up. She held me up and helped me home.

*Flashback Over*

I smiled at the fact that she was so sweet. She always put others first. If an animal or person was about to be shot, she'd jump in front of the bullet.

*Flashback*

11 year old Renee was hanging upside down on the monkey bars. "How long can you stay like that?" I asked. "Until I win the bet and get me some money." She said. She was so competitive sometimes, but that was just more to love. She bet one of our friends that she'd hang upside down for 15 minutes. He was standing right behind us. "39 seconds." He said with panic. He looked around. He picked up a large rock and threw it at her face, causing her to fall to the ground with a bloody nose. She was crying. Inside, I was raging with anger that someone would do that to her. "You little shit! You just wanted to win the bet so you won't have to pay her! Well, you can go fuck yourself if you're gonna be a little bitch! Go on! Fuck off! Never talk to her or I again if you're gonna be an asshole!" I shouted, punching him in the face. "Not fun, is it, faggot?" I demanded. He ran off. I rushed over to Renee, anger still in me. She was looking at me with fear in her eyes. My anger faded. I hung my head. "I know... I shouldn't be speaking like that. But he hurt you! Deserves to got to hell and die in a fucking fire, that faggot!" I said, getting angry again. "Niall, calm down! You really shouldn't be speaking like that, and I appreciate that you care so much that you would tell him off, but that wasn't very nice." She said calmly. "He threw a rock at you, Renee! What do you want me to do? Sit here and not fend for you? My best friend? Well, I wasn't gonna sit here and let you bleed with him thinking that it was right!" I said. "You didn't see his face, but he was smiling when you fell! He knew you were badly hurt!" I added, tears running down my face. She just looked up at me. She wiped away the blood and hugged me from the side. She kissed my cheek. I felt my face get really warm. "Well, thank you for caring about me." She said.

*Flashback Over*

I still hated that kid for hurting her. He was a real douchbag. 

*Flashback*

Renee and I were at school in our usual spot in the morning. She refused to talk. "Come on, Renee! Please say something!" I said, age 13. She was only 12 cuz I'm a year older. She shook her head with a sad look in her eyes. "Please!" I said. I bent down until I was her height. As kids, I was always taller. "Renee, why won't you speak?!" I whined. "Cuz my voice is all weird." She said quietly. "Oh! Well it doesn't sound weird." I said. "Now does it?" She asked. Her voice cracked and it was a bit squeaky. I rolled my eyes. "It's gonna happen! My voice is weird, isn't it?" I asked. She nodded. She started to smile that beautiful smile of hers. 

*Flashback Over*

I sighed. She always hated her voice, but those few months, she really hated it. She was beautiful, everyday of my life, I always wondered how she didn't know that. Eve her voice was perfect, even for those few months. 

*Flashback*

6 year old Renee and I sat outside with our moms. She was still really shy towards me and its been 3 years since we met. "Why don't you 2 go play on the playground." Her mom suggested. Renee was off, me trailing right behind her. We played all day together.

*Flashback Over*

That memory was a bit fuzzy, but it was still a good one.

*Flashback*

I was sitting at home, tossing my phone from one hand to the other. Now a days, my feelings for Renee were stronger then ever. I wanted to call her and spend time with her. I wanted to be with her everyday possible. I wanted to stay with her every moment. I wanted to see her beautiful face. I dialled her number shakily. It's been a week since I saw her. "Hello?" A 15 year old Renee answered. "Hey Renee!" I said. "Oh! Hey Niall! What up?" She asked. "Nothing.... I was wondering if you wanted to hang out." I said. "Oh... Uhhh... But it's Friday... Friday is bride day on TLC... Then I'm going to watch some Doctor Who...." She said. "Oh... Could I watch it with you?" I asked. She laughed. "You'd watch Say Yes To The Dress, Something Borrowed Something New, and Doctor Who with me? Dude, that means you'd be here all night." She said. "I don't care what I have to watch. I wouldn't mind. I just kinda haven't seen you in a while. I'll take anything to hang out with you." I said. Damn it! I sounded so desperate. "Ya, OK... Ummm... Come when you're ready..." She said. She sounded awkward. I sounded desperate! "Alright... I'll be there in 5." I said. I couldn't believe I sounded desperate! I showed up at her place and she let me in. "Are you sure you don't mind watching my shows?" She asked. "Ya, I got no problems with your shows! I just want to hang out." I said. She shrugged and we sat down. I kept looking at her. Did she get prettier in a week, cuz she's even more beautiful then before! 

*Flashback Over*

I remembered that night like it was yesterday. I couldn't believe I sounded so desperate to hang out with her. Then came the night I wish I didn't remember. The night I wish never happened. I was glad I found her and that she survives. For her, it was gonna be worse, but for me, it was horrible.

*Flashback*

"Niall! Help! Please!" She said. "Renee! What's wrong?!" I asked. "Niall, som..." She screamed. Gone. I was in a panic. The boys and I were at Harry's flat. "What's wrong?" Liam asked. "She's gone! The phone was dropped, last I heard was screaming." I said. The boys and I ran out and to her place. This was the night I never wanted to know that happened. The door was open. We walked in with cation. The lights were off, stuff was thrown everywhere. I heard crying. I knew that crying anywhere. "Renee!" I called out. "Niall..." Her weak voice said. I followed it to her room. There was blood all around her. The blood was stained in her arm and leg. Her heavy dresser was on top over her, stuff smashed all around her. I ran to her. I pushed the dresser off her, careful not to hurt her. "Renee." I said softly. "Niall, please help..." She said weakly. The boys ran in and saw me kneeling in her blood. "It's OK... Everything is going to be OK... I promise..." I whispered, tears running down my face. Her light fell off her ceiling, smashing next to us. "I'm not leaving you, not until the day I die." I said. Her hand reached up and she stroked my cheek with her thumb. "There's nothing you can do, Niall... Not now..." She said. I took her hand in both mine and held onto it. "Yes there is! I'm not letting you die. Not today, not never." I said, holding her hand tighter. Her beautiful face was full of blood. "Liam, call 911!" I ordered. He did so. I stayed by Renee the whole wait. "I'm not letting you go, Renee. Never will I let you go. You're gonna be alright." I said. I spoke to her until they came and took her away. 6 months passed. I sat on my couch, drunk. I did nothing but sit there, drunk. The boys always went to visit Renee. Then, after her, me. They made sure I actually ate. There was one day, I was sitting on my couch, perfectly fine, not drunk, just in a new state of depression. I was thinking suicidal thoughts when someone knocked on my door. I dragged myself over and opened it. "Niall!" Renee said. My heart lifted and to see her face, my heartbeat quickened. "Renee!" I said. I hugged her tight. To see her beautiful face again made me so happy. I didn't want to ever let go. "I'm so glad you're OK. I thought I'd never see you again." I said as tears of joy ran down my face. "The boys told me all about you being drunk. Don't do that!" She said. Her beautiful voice was music to my ears. I lifted her off the ground and into the air. "I didn't know what else to do! I was afraid to see you incase you died while I was there. I had so many fears!" I said. She smiled. "Well, you couldn't lose me if you tried." She said.

*Flashback Over*

I was just so happy she survived. If she didn't, I wouldn't be here, I would've never been so happy to be with a girl and I would've taken my own life. I loved her, I would've done anything to be with her. But for now, the boys and I had somewhere to go.

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