"Is that all you do is eat" my mom asked
"Well when I was pregnant with you I wasn't that greedy"
"That's you mom"
"God I can't wait till you move with Justin"
"That makes both of us"
"You tell him you supposedly love him"
"I don't supposedly love him I just love him" I said
"Why cause your having his baby god I don't get you some times"
"Do I run your love life no then stay out of mines I would love him even if he didn't get me pregnant"
"Yeah right'' my phone rung and I grabbed it seeing it was Justin mom rolled her eyes and walked away
"I didn't mean to call you but oh well you eating something healthy"
"Um yeah you could say that"I said
"I want my son to be healthy"
"Justin when your pregnant you can eat anything you want I'm eating ice cream"
"Well yeah I was hungry and I didn't wanna go to the store"
"You can't eat ice cream it'll hurt him his brain duh" he said
"No it won't, have you been reading or doing research on that"
"No I don't have time. Well you can't eat ice cream I'm telling you that you only have 4 more months"
"I know I'm ready but then I'm not"
"I got the same feeling I know I'm always talking about my career but do you think it's gonna end like this"
"I don't know Justin I really don't its your career and if it does you have a family and a lot of celebrities are pregnant and their careers aren't over don't be over reacting Justin"I said
"Maybe because I'm popular in the world I hardly get interviewed people hate me"
"Maybe because you're doing the wrong things with your friends or something I would say that you need to be under controlled dont you think"
"Im 19 turning 20 I'm not a little kid anymore"
"Exactly and you would have to be mature about your age and be careful of what you're doing"I said and he sighed
"I don't think your son would ever expect you to see what you're doing now and I don't want him to become what you are right now"
"What the hell is that suppose to mean"
"Smoking and getting in trouble come on Justin"
"Justin Im not trying to get you angry I'm just saying what I think I want a nice relationship not with arguing we all have different opinions so I'm speaking my mind about this when he comes"
"Okay" he said
"I have a question"
"I don't want you to over react"
"Okay just tell me"
"Do you love Selena more than you love me" I asked
"Answer me" I said cutting him off
"....No I don't I'm over her"
"Why am I swearing"
"Because I think you still have feelings for her it's just that- I don't know it feels like it and if you don't wanna be with me it's okay I know she'll be back wanting you back to promote one of her shitty albums that's how she is she's not trustworthy in relationships and you just believe her you do love her and..I know you do but it's okay I get it you'll always love her like you said but take my advice don't be so in love with someone that doesn't love you back and I'm not gonna tell you that yet cause I honestly don't think you love me so I just wanted to say that and if you didn't get me pregnant you would have forgotten about me. Our son is gonna bring us close and I don't want someone getting between us our son won't like it and neither will we do you think that when he comes you hold him in your arms and looking at him seeing him looking just like you will change your mind about her us living together raising him doing what's best for him loving him waking up at midnight putting him back to sleep and Selena would fuck off for once it'll be nice to have a family and when he grows up were gonna be proud of him and everything. He's gonna change us Justin and he's gonna change your mind about the girl you love that doesn't love you back she may say that but I don't think it's true at all she breaks your heart and you're gonna take her back whenever she crawls back to you.You need someone that loves you always in your life not a girl that breaks your heart comes back when she needs something I know I said I wouldn't say this but I love you and our son and I hope you come when I'm in labor if you're not busy.And if you don't come it's okay I know that you still love Selena and we would stop messing around you can get to see your son but if you are with her and its possible that you will then I would get my own place and not live with you I wouldn't take him away from you cause you created him he'll be happy to have a dad in his life you love him Justin you're good with kids and I hope you be good with our son.I'll see you whenever I'm happy we talked yesterday you made me feel a lot better I gotta go have a nice tour" I said and hung up the phone
When I got off the phone with Chloe I hung up and a tear came down my eye I bit my bottom lip and sniffled.When I went to my meet and greet I tried smiling when it was over I tried calling Chloe back she didn't answer. I didn't wanna cry again and got onto the tour bus sitting on the couch I seen Alfredo and Ryan getting onto the bus laughing they stopped laughing and looked at me.