I sighed and went upstairs taking a shower putting blue and white shorts on white shoes and a white t shirt fixing my hair putting on a SnapBack grabbed Drew from Za and left the house grabbing something to eat and going to Mrs. Summers house.
"Amanda" I said
"May I come in" I asked
"Yeah whatever"She said I rolled my eyes and went inside closing the door
"Wow nice house"
"Thanks hows Drew" she asked
"Went to pick up her dress for tomorrow me her and Drew are spending dinner together on my birthday"
"Well happy early birthday"
"Thank you, have you told Chloe about your cancer" I said
"No it's not easy her dad died she didn't take it that well and yes me and her argue sometimes but this isn't easy for her either she can't loose is both her life wasn't easy at all when me and her dad wasn't together for a few months I got a boyfriend and he raped her I didn't believe it I felt like a bad parent pregnant in school she kept her head up all the way till she graduated she's a strong girl Justin you and Drew is her life she loves you guys"
"She loves you to Amanda you're her mom I understand how hard her life is but your a strong woman living by yourself getting a job till you found out you had cancer you can fight it I don't wanna loose her or you I mean we have a son together and if your gone to I don't know what she'll do I talk to her to make her feel better but obviously it's not helping her we don't even get along but I just had to come over and see if you were alright"
"I thank you" she said
"I'm gonna try and tell Chloe at dinner tomorrow"
"It's your birthday wait till the right moment"
"It's sad Amanda you gotta tell her"
"Soon" she said
"Is it that contagious"
"Thanks" she said
"Well Chloe is probably at the house I won't tell her but I want you to"
"I'll try to thanks for stopping by it kind of helped me"
"I still don't like you"
"Figured that"I said standing up Amanda stood up to and we hugged
"Wow getting along" Chloe asked
"Babe what are you doing here"
"I can't visit my mom"
"Well..she has something to tell you"
"JUSTIN" she yelled
"Well you have to"
"Things like this isn't easy"
"What is it" Chloe asked
"I'll be outside"I said going outside
"What" I said
"Okay"I said sitting down
"Chloe um I have something to say"
"I have breast cancer" she said
"What I-I don't understand breast cancer I can't loose both of my parents do you know how hard that is my life is...stupid I mean not Justin and Drew but really I lost dad and you DOES MY LIFE HAS TO GET ANY WORSER"I said leaving the house I seen Justin and got into my car sitting in the car crying.The passenger door opened and Justin got into the car with me.
"Life's hard huh" he said
"Oh me yeah got raped when I was 6 got pregnant got hate dad died my mom has cancer lost my best friend Selena's coming between us what else I might as well jump off a fucking bridge what else people gonna laugh at me for doing it"
"Chloe I'm sorry" he said
"Why are you sorry what have I ever done to deserve this i've done nothing wrong Justin"
"I'm sorry because I know what your going through its hard but look your a strong girl i'm here for you Alfredo is here for you everyone of my friends are even my mom you love Drew you wouldn't disappoint him just don't think about that your mom is going to past it's just breast cancer"
"Yeah cancer not everyone survives cancer Justin what's gonna happen to me something stupid might happen to me that I might end up dying to I just can't
Justin I can't" I said
"Look at me"
"No I hate myself" I said
"Look at me Chloe"He said I sighed and looked at him
"Stop blaming yourself stop hating yourself the haters fuck them they're just hating on you because I got you pregnant it's not your fault it's none of our faults they barely know you it's my life not theirs they have nothing to do with me you and Drew we have our family and if they don't like it I don't care what they say it makes them feel good when they put someone they hate down I can care less they don't know what your going through so they should just shut the fuck up and let us do what we're doing its none of their business they should be happy I told them the truth instead if keeping it a secret god I'm disappointed to in my beliebers can't be happy that I told them I don't know why your getting hate it was an accident but I gotta take care of my son.Your dad he was a great man honestly he didn't deserve to die but he did it was his time it's sad but it was his time your mom god we don't get along but I came over to check on her she doesn't deserve breast cancer at all it's all wrong all of it your heartbroken I know that but I'm here with you.Your strong Chloe don't give up on your mom she needs you, you need her she's the only one you've got" He said I sighed and a tear came from my eye he put his fingers through my fingers holding my hand I sighed and nodded
"Okay I love you" I said
"I love you to"He said I smiled and kissed him lightly we pulled away and he wiped my face