I got up going to the bathroom brushing my teeth washing my face didn't feel like fixing my messy hair I sighed and slipped on my slippers going downstairs grabbing a apple eating it.
"Hey" Za said
"Hey Drew in his room"
"Yeah Chloe went to the store for something if you was wondering"
"She didn't tell me that" I said
"Oh..well anyways how are you feeling are you feeling confident and positive that the baby is here you're taking a break and raising your son" he said
"Um..yeah..yeah I mean I love my son and my wife"
"Did you just say wife" he asked
"Dude that's crazy I didn't call her my wife" I said
"Um yeah you did are you thinking about marrying her"
"No I mean we have a family together but i'm not ready to make a commitment to her" I said and he slowly nodded
"Okay I understand that is she pushing you into doing it"
"No and I love that about her..I love Chloe and I love our son he's the most important thing in my life I have my family and friends that are supporting me throughout this and..some of my beliebers" I said
"You deserve Chloe don't fuck it up Justin she's trying to be the best girlfriend and mother she really loves you Justin you don't have time to mess around and do everything else you did you have a family now and a son to raise your responsible now" he said and I sighed
"Yeah I know..." I said Chloe came into the kitchen Za got up and left Chloe sat down and took a deep breath
"It's not our fault if I wasn't pregnant we would have forgotten about eachother don't you agree" she said
"No I don't agree I wouldn't have forgotten about you we've been friends since the second grade how could I ever forget about oh I had a crush on you in the fifth grade"
"Yes really" I said
"I never knew you felt that way about me before"
"Yeah but when I started to become famous things just I don't know"
"Yes and when you came to my eighteenth birthday party man was that the best birthday ever you came and we had unexpected sex" she said
"Yeah even though I was dating at the time"
"She deserved it maybe you needed to be inside a real girl that had feelings for you"
"Yeah well lets blame the condom that broke" I said
"It was medium it wouldn't fit so I tried it and then this happen"
"Yeah maybe you should strapped twice" she said
"But then again i'm happy we did it we were meant to be I think"
"Sometimes I just think that we're just friends that mess around and have a baby together"
"Yeah and sometimes it doesn't even feel like we're dating" she said I slowly leaned in and kissed me
"Now" I said
"A little" she said I leaned in again and slid my tongue in her mouth pulling away pulling on her bottom lip
"What about now" I asked
"Oh my god" Za said me and Chloe just laughed he walked out the living room and we started kissing again
"Your friends" she said pulling away
"Tell me about it"
"Your head still hurting"
"Justin take some medicine it'll help you feel better" she said
"I don't know Chloe"
"Well you gotta take something to make the pain go away"
"Fine" I said getting up leaving
I took a deep breath rolled my eyes shaking my head Za sat beside me and smiled
"What" I said
"Did you find something for Justin"
"Nope well I got him a Versace shirt" I said
"Oh well throw him a party i'll help" he said and I smiled
"We should do that where though"
"The club it'll be a surprise party he will love it"
"Yeah.." I said
"Are you..really in love with Justin I mean he IS a player"
"The reason why is because of bitches want his money I do love Justin I mean i'm happy that I had his baby I happy were together..I just want things to go perfect if we get married or if he wants to get married I feel like...he still in love with you know who ugh why was I stupid enough to have sex with him my life is..differ I could've been in college being a nurse got my masters and everything but I had a damn baby not that I don't love Drew I do love him but sometimes I wish it never happened because i've dreamed going to college and getting more education..but that'll never happen I'm a mom now and I have to have my own responsibilities so does Justin I'm sorry that I even came into his life and fucked it up by
getting pregnant" I said
"Don't say that you're lucky to have Justin fuck those other girls you won you had his first baby"
"Yeah I know it bothers me sometimes Justin will never love me as much as I love him Za" I said and he hugged me I hugged back and sighed
"I know..and he will never move on from her just to tell you now"
"I been know that when he first told me he loved me what does she have that I don't she's ugly" i said and he laughed
"I don't know I honestly don't" he said and I sighed