*One month later*
I walk nervously over at the front door, knowing that Tyler is at the other end, Emma is not here so it’s the perfect moment to do it, I need to break up with him. The last month hasn’t been what I had expected.
I slowly open the door to face him and he instantly leans down trying to kiss me, but I move so he misses
“Damn it Hailey, what now?” He sighs frustrated
“We need to talk” My voice is just a whisper, I don’t know how he’s going to react
“What about us?! Fuck, Hailey just tell me”
Shit. He’s angry
Building up all the courage I have I spit it out “I don’t think this is working”
“What do you mean this is not working? We’re perfectly fine”
“No, we’re not. I don’t want to do this anymore. I’m sorry Tyler you should leave” I try to close the door but he pushes it back open.
“I am the one who decides when we’re over”
That’s the last thing I remember before he knocked me out cold.
I flutter my eyes open, taking in my surroundings, I realize that I’m tied up to a chair. Tyler is sitting in the bed in front of me.
“Where am I?” I ask and my head hurts like hell
“You would really like to know huh?” He chuckles lightly and shifts in his place, and that’s when I see the gun
I tense. What the fuck? Where am I? What does he want? A million questions race into my mind
“Drink this” He orders, putting a glass in front of me. I turn my face away from it.
“Come on babe, don’t make me use this” He takes the gun from behind him
“Let’s try this again ok?” He says bringing the glass closer to my lips once more, I hesitantly take a sip from it
“All of it baby” He tilts the glass so I have to drink it fast. “Good girl”
“What do you want?” I manage to whisper, since my head is pounding
“Oh, baby” He leans in “I want you, all of you” He whispers in my ear
“But, we’ll have to wait until you’re a little drugged up, just to make sure you can’t fight back”
I feel tears start to slide down my cheeks “Why are you doing this?”
“I tried, babe. I really did, but you made it so, so hard. I was giving you time, space, but you only pushed me away. Today when you tried to break up with me I realized that it could be so easy. You asked for this Hailey. I wanted to do this right but you didn’t, so here we are” He talked slowly, torturing me with every word that left his mouth. I didn’t say anything, I didn’t know what to say, tears were sliding down my face, and I was starting to feel dizzy. I don’t remember much of what happened after that.
“Hailey, wanna go shopping?” Emma sits next to me in the bed. I’m laying down with my back to her. She’s been trying to cheer me up all week, but this time it's different, this time it can't be fixed.
“No” It’s all I manage to say. “Hailey-““Don’t” I stop her because I know she wants to know what’s wrong I can’t tell her I just can’t “Just leave me alone, please Em” I whisper. She sighs, but stands up and walks over to the door. “Hailey, if want to talk I’m here for you” She sends me a sad smile before closing the door.
And once again for the millionth time in the last week, I start sobbing. Images from that night flash up in my head. He drugged me, raped me, beat the shit out of me, and then dropped me in front of my house as if nothing ever happened.
I still remember his last words how could I forget. “You tell anyone about what happened, and you will regret it. You don’t want this to happen again…”
How can I tell someone? I’m too scared to even tell my best friend. I’m too scared to do anything. I wasn’t like this before, I would do anything to feel like I did before all this shit.
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