Zayn made his way out of the room, leaving Harry and I alone. I probably freaked Zayn out, it just brought up so many memories from weeks ago, and he’ll think I'm crazy. I did do quite the scene.
It was silent until Harry decided to speak
"Are you ok? You seem off..."
"I'm fine... If you don't mind I'm going back to sleep" I lied, just to get rid of him. Right now I can't get attached to anyone, and I know that I won't be able to stay away from Harry if I don't push him away now.
"Sure, if you need anything just ask"
He sent me a weak smile and walked out of the room.
I quickly got out of bed and went to the bathroom, locking the door behind me, barely making it to the toilet. This past week my stomach doesn't keep anything down, I don't do anything. Everything that I manage to eat, I just vomit it later.
I flush the toilet and go look for my teeth brush, and realize that I have no toothpaste. Shit, how could I forget? I sigh and walk out of the room. I hear Emma and Harry talking downstairs so I decide to look for it in Emma’s stuff. I walk into the bedroom that’s in front of mine and realize it was Harry’s bedroom, or at least it looked like it so I turned around only to see Harry standing there.
“Looking for something, love?” He smirked
I rolled my eyes “Actually I am… toothpaste?”
“Follow me” He said and I did as he told following him to the bathroom
“Here” He turned around and gave it to me “Thanks, I’ll bring it back in a minute”
“Keep it, I have more, and it looks like you forgot yours”
“Yeah, thanks” I turned around and walked back to the room I was staying in, brushed my teeth and put my pj’s polyvore.com/coca_cola/set?id=59732598, I lay down on the bed since it was almost midnight. The problem was that I was not tired. I take my laptop out and decide to watch a movie. When it’s over it’s almost 2:30 am. I close my laptop and pull the covers off of me and quietly make my way to the kitchen. The house is huge so about 5 minutes later I find the kitchen and search for a glass once I find it I pour water in it and drink it all.
“You can’t sleep?” I recognized Harry’s voice from behind me, he just keeps appearing. I just shook my head.
“What happened?” He asked
“What are you talking about?” I frowned, but deep down I knew what he was talking about
“You changed. I know something happened”
“Nothing happened, Harry”
“Just stop, Hailey”
“All the acting like you’re ok I know you’re not, and I want to help you”
It bothered me that he could see right through me, so I had to push him away.
“You don’t know anything. So just leave me alone” I whispered and pushed passed him
“Hai-“ “Don’t” I warned him and walked upstairs to the room I was staying in
What the hell did I do, I promised Emma I wouldn’t push her and that’s the first thing I do. Idiot. I have to apologize, but it’ll have to be in the morning.