16. Chapter 16
I gasped when the blankets were ripped off of me. "Wake up slut. Dinner's ready." Niall mumbled before leaving my room. I sighed before sitting up and running a hand through my hair. I rubbed my eyes and slowly stood up, stretching my back before walking down the stairs.
"Can I eat in my room?" I whispered painfully and my mum nodded with a concerned look on her face. "Are you alright honey?" My mom asked. "Do I look alright mom? I look like shit, I feel like shit. Everyone hates me and I don't know why and honestly I just want to go to my room, crawl in a corner and die." I don't know why I snapped at her, honestly. She was just concerned but I guess I've just been bottling some things up for to long. "Sweety..." My mum said standing up and I sighed. "Whatever. Just leave me in my room to die." I mumbled before walking up the stairs where I quickly closed and locked my door. I crawled into bed and cuddled up in the blanket and pillow, trying to fall asleep.
"Wake up, Mel." Someone said shaking me. I opened my eyes slowly and only hald way open to be greeted by Niall. "I thought I locked my door." I mumbled into my pillow. "You did. I picked the lock." He said as if it was nothing. "Leave me alone Niall." I sighed and closed my eyes again. "Melanie. For Christ sake. Get out of that damn bed." Niall said almost angrily. "What do you care?" I mumbled. "Just get out of bed." Niall said. "Why? So you can tell me how slutty I look and how stupid I am? No thanks. I'll pass." I snapped, still not taking my head out of my pillow. "You know what? Fuck you, Melanie." Niall snapped loudly before leaving my room, slamming the door loudly behind him. I stood up slowly and locked the door before crawling back into bed.
I honestly just want to die.
"Sweety please talk to us? Niall is really upset." I sighed at my mother's voice. "He doesn't care about anyone or anything but himself mom." I snapped back. "Sweety. He's been in his room and he won't come out. It's dead silent and I honestly don't know what's happening right now." She sighed and I slowly opened the door. "Please talk to him." Bobby nearly begged and I sighed before unlocking my door and opening it. "Thank you." Bobby smiled before leading my to Niall's room which was locked. Mom took out a key and unlocked the door. I got really confused since I didn't even know that we had keys. "Fuck off dad." Niall growled. "Ni." I whispered and he shot around. "What do you want? Want me to tell you how slutty you look and how stupid you are?" He snapped at me. "I just don't get why you're so mean to me all the time..." I mumbled. "Because I don't know how to handle emotions well, Melanie." Niall snapped and I looked at him confused.
Before I even knew it I was pushed up against the wall, earning wide eyes from our parents. He smashed his lips onto mine and there was no way I was going to escape his grip so all I could do was stand there as he kissed me hard and roughly. Once he pulled back I just stared at him. He leaned his forehead against mine, his hands still on my cheek. I glanced over at the door to see our parents staring at us both in shock and disbelief.
"I love you, Melanie." Niall whispered painfully.