13. Chapter 13
"Do you want to stay the night?" Liam asked me and I shook my head. "I just want to crawl into my own bed and die in silence." Liam gave me a look of pure pitty, making me sigh. "Do you want me to stay at your place than. You know. Die with you?" He said and I giggled softly. "I guess I'll be fine alone." I said pushing myself off of the bed. It was already two in the morning but I really wanted to sleep in my own bed. "Do you want me to walk you home?" He asked smiling at me and I shook my head. "No. I think I need the quiet walk alone." He nodded understandingly and walked me to the door. We hugged tight and I shot him a quick wave. "Bye Liam." I whispered before walking away. "Bye Mel." I heard him say. I took the long walk home since it had more lanterns and was less scary. It was an hour walk but I needed to clear my head anyways.
I watched as drunk people stumbled down the streets. I rolled my eyes at their silly ness. I bend over to put my hair up in messy bun before continueing to walk home. I felt like crap and couldn't wait to go home where I could crawl into a ball in the corner of my room and die in silence. It was pretty loud here since there were lots of clubs but I as able to block everything out as I made my way home. I pushed my key into the key hole and unlocked the front door, pushing my back against it so it would close.
Once I entered my house tears started to stream down my face again. I broke down but continued to walk towards my room. I entered the livingroom and was suprised at the sight. "Mom?" I cried out and she got her head out of her hands, running over to me and pulling me into a hug as I loudly sobbed into her shoulder. I tried to keep quiet but after holding in for so long I guess it was impossible. "It's okay sweety, mommy's here." She cooed in my ear. I just held her tighter. "I was worried sick baby. We all were." Mom whispered and I just let out a sob as a response. Not being able to hold back anymore and unable so say anything. "Niall can you please bring Melanie to bed?" Mom asked and I shook my head no quickly. I felt his hand touch my arm and I took a step back and ran up the stairs, locking me in my room and sliding down the door, sobbing with my head in my hands.