16. How Far We've Become/ Wanting a baby
"Um your not" he said and I smiled "Thank god...why aren't you happy" I asked him "Maybe because I wanted you to get pregnant" "Why Justin this is a good thing" "You were playing with my brother and sister like they were your own kids and it got me thinking" "Well sorry to break it to you but I'm not ready to have one besides your fans and your career would be over I'm not only thinking about myself I'm thinking about what's best for you, we started dating like a few days ago and I don't want us to go that fast in our relationship do you understand that" "Yeah I understand but I don't care what everyone thinks or what happens I'm ready it doesn't matter if we started dating a few seconds ago" "Um yes it do Justin" "Well I mean when we have sex and I wear a condom I try my best to bust it because I want a son or a daughter were almost out of high school" "I know but I'm still not ready for one we'll think about it when I'm ready" I said "Alright well breakfast is downstairs if you want any" "Okay" I said he walked out and I took a big breath taking a shower getting out sliding on some legging ugg boots a off the shoulder sweater putting my hair in a bun. I brushed my teeth and went downstairs seeing Justin playing the Xbox I sat beside him and paused the game. "Why you do that" "I wanna talk" "About" he asked "You being mad at me" "I'm not mad why would I be mad" "Cause I won't give you a baby" I said "Babe you said your not ready so..I'll wait" "I've been thinking about it and I think it's wrong to have a baby with you when we got together a few days ago I don't want you to pressure me into doing it" "I'm not Claire don't worry about it" he said "Okay" "Besides I'm having dinner with your parents tonight and I want them to like me" he said and kissed me. "Especially my dad and I want him to like you" I said sitting on top of him wrapping my arms around his neck "Of course he'll like me eventually" "Yeah eventually but I hope he does" I said"Me to" he said I smiled and we started kissing turning into a make out.He picked me up going into his bedroom. When we were done having sex I was laying on his sweaty chest Justin was sleep I was awake staring out in the open. "What time is it" he said in a sleepy voice "Mm 12:56 in the afternoon I gotta go good luck tonight" I said and he chuckled "Yeah your dad telling me one of his lame jokes" "Oh yeah" I said and smashed my lips onto his "Bye love you" I said "Love you to" he said I got up getting dressed leaving going home. "Well nice to see you again" mom said "I'm sorry I was over at Justin's I had dinner with his parents and met his brother and sister" "Wow your dating" she asked "Yeah besides tonight be on your best behavior you and especially dad" "Okay okay I'll tell your dad not to tell one of his jokes" she said "Good" I said going into the kitchen.