- Claire’s POV –
I woke up in Blake’s arms again. Like every morning in the past month. I felt safe and loved in his embrace. We never quit sleeping in one bed together. And no we haven’t done anything sexual yet. He is afraid he will hurt me and I will get afraid again. My stomach turned around so I jumped up out of bed. I ran for the toilet and made it just in time. I puked my guts out. Just like a lot of other mornings. It’s like I have the flu without fever.
“honey this is going to far I’m going to get you a pregnancy test. You have missed your period and you puke your guts out very often. If those aren’t signs of pregnancy then I don’t know anything anymore” Blake told me.
He left the apartment. I just sat next to the toilet knowing that I would probably sit there all morning before it would get any better.
I sat there thinking. What if I was pregnant, what if I wasn’t, why was this all happening, why did this happen to me? Time went past. I was still alone. My stomach was still turning. I was still puking my guts out every now and then when Blake finally returned.
“so I didn’t know which one was the best so I just got them kind of all” he said to me. He blushed a little. He is so sweet. He just does everything for me.
“thank you, I will take them now. You leave the room for a bit please.”
He left the room after my request and I grabbed my phone and the sticks. I put a timer for every stick and placed the stick on the description as soon as I’d had the stick. I left the bathroom after the last one. Blake was on the bed. I crawled beside him and hugged myself to him.
“It will be okay honey”
My first alarm went off. I didn’t want to get up and check it. I was afraid it would say I was pregnant. I wasn’t ready for a child let alone for a child of my rapist and torturer.
“I don’t want to check it Blake you go check it. Don’t tell me till every alarm has gone” okay I will see it. He walked to the bathroom and checked every stick as my last alarm went while he was in the bathroom checking the others.
“honey” Blake came out of the bathroom. He looked very pale. I could see it wasn’t good news.
“I’m pregnant aren’t I?”
“yeah” he said with a sigh.
I breathed really fast. And fainted out of nowhere.
“honey honey wake up honey we will be okay wake up honey” I slowly opened my eyes. I looked in his and saw the truth. I was pregnant. Tears start to fall from my eyes.
They started to role faster and faster. Blake pulled me on him and held me close.
“I-I-I don’t want to be pregnant, I-I don’t want h-his child. I just want a normal life, without troubles. Jason is an ass. He sucks! Life sucks! I wish I was dead. I wish he killed me. I wish he ended my misery”
“but honey, I care a lot for you, I don’t want to lose you, I can’t live without you. I LOVE you”
“you do?” I was shocked. My tears went away as he said that.
I looked up at him and I saw he was studying my face for anything.
“I love you too Blake. You are so sweet. You saved me!”
He smiled as I said that. He looked relieved.
I looked up at him again and he slowly pecked my lips. My tears started to flow again but this time because of happiness. He loves me. I love him.
He caressed the tears of my cheek and kissed me for real this time. He turned me over so he was on top of me. He hovered above me and gave slow pecks on my lips. I hooked my arms in his neck and played with his hair. He groaned a little. This time his lips stayed on mine. We moved our lips in synch. It felt so good to kiss him. He was a really good kisser. I opened my mouth a little and he entered my mouth. We played a while like this. Then his hands started to travel along my body. His hands slipped under my shirt and he moved it up. He pulled it over my head and started to kiss me on my mouth again. He started to travel tiny kisses on my jaw line and he went back down to my black lace bra. He followed the lines off the bra with his mouth. It felt so good. I moaned a little. He grinned against my skin as I made that little noise. He travelled the kisses back up to my mouth. I moved my hand down to his shirt and pulled it over his head. I touched his back and chest. I felt the lines of his eight pack. I traced his pants. He groaned as I grabbed the front off his pants. I turned us over and unbuckled his pants. I pulled them off and took his boxers off too. I looked at him. His manhood was large. Larger than I had seen. And I have seen a lot of manhood’s. I looked at him as I reached my hand to his manhood. He closed his eyes and made a hard face. He looked like he wasn’t in control anymore. I held his manhood in my hand. It almost didn’t fit in one hand. I started to move my hand up and down. He groaned again. His breathing fastened. I leaned down. He didn’t notice what I was doing. I kissed the tip of his manhood and sucked it into my mouth.
“woah Claire!” he said.
I smiled and sucked a little harder. He groaned more often now and his breathing was almost too fast.
“I’m going to come Claire!” he said to me as a warning. That only drove me further. I sucked him deeper and harder and then he shot his sperm in my mouth. It tasted salty but good. I swallowed it all and looked up at him. He looked at me with a lot of appreciation in his eyes. Then he turned us over. He unhooked my bra and pulled it off. He pulled off my pants and underwear and looked at me.
“now it’s your turn honey!”
He kissed me on the mouth. His hands went to my boobs and he held them. His palms caressed my nipples. He started to French kiss me and rolled my nipples in between his fingers. I moaned in his mouth. One off his hands started to travel down my stomach and found my womanhood. He caressed my clit and I moaned again. He travelled kisses down my torso to my thighs. He pushed one finger into me and caressed my clit with the others. I felt so full. It felt so good. He found the right spots and I moaned more and harder. My breathing went faster. He trailed his kisses up to my womanhood and he started to kiss me there. It felt amazing. It felt like heaven. I couldn’t hold back anymore.
“mm yeah Blake more harder more faster more!” I told him
He did as I said and I felt myself getting higher. Then I feel down from my highest point. My muscles had some spasms and then relaxed. I felt amazing this was such an experience.
He laid down next to me and held me close to him.
“you are amazing honey” he told me.
“you are too!” I said
“and you taste really good!” he said to me. I blushed at his comment. It is weird to hear you taste good.
We fell asleep together. Close to each other. Warm in each other’s embraces. Save in each other embraces. We loved each other. Everything would be okay.
(A/N hey you guys! I still want to know what you think so yeah tell me! and this book has 5 more chapters left :( have fun reading those and I hope you had fun reading this. XOXO me!)