Far Away

Life is a bitch, that's for sure. Especially when you're mentally screwed up and no-one seems to understand.

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1. Far Away

Everyone has that one person that slipped through their hands and they know they will regret it. I can't understand why I did the things I did, I can't undo them, but I can try to forget about them and hopefully not cry myself to sleep every night. I always seem to find the blade and cut myself emotionally, mentally and yes physically. Depression. I know the word is common nowadays but yes. He knows what I've done, and I do too. I remember singing this song to him in the rain laying in a field, I remember our first kiss on the swings when I took him by surprise, I remember playing on his X-Box and getting annoyed when he would beat me (sad I know) I remember seeing World's End with him with my best friends, I remember just lazing around in your room watching films. But then there were the bad times... When I couldn't see you for weeks, when we argued in public and on Facebook, when I tested you, trying not to fall into a relationship that wasn't going anywhere, but then I went over the line...

 

I know what I've done can't be forgiven but I can try to make it up to you. You're an amazing person, I don't care if you don't love me, I just really need a friend at the moment, one that talks to me when I need them the most. I've been the worse person in the world, I know. You can call me what you want. Slut, whore, bitch, skank and I will take it all. I just need you... You've been far away for too long and I can't take it anymore.

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