I sat back against the metal wall. I could hear everything that was going on. I looked out the cracks in the opening and saw Him. He was so worried about me. It broke my heart when he fell to his knees. I couldn't take anymore of this, I had to get out of here. I turned around and crawled back to my bathroom. This time being more carful not to fall again. Last time I was in the vents, Louis caught me. I reached the opening to my bathroom and crawled out. I put the vent door back on then stood up. I washed my hands real quick and quietly to get rid of the dust from the vents. I then walked out to my bedroom and sat at my desk. Everyone was still in Liam's room talking about where I could be.
How could I have done such a thing to Him? He must think I'm heartless. I grabbed my bag and headed to my window. I unlocked it and pushed it open, I looked out and noticed the ground was closer to the window than at the other house. I put one foot out then the other. A tear slipped down my cheek. I wiped it away with my shirt sleeve. Once on the ground I slid down the wall of the house I once called home. With my knees pulled up to my chest and my head in my hands, I weeped.
You know the feeling you get when there's no hope? You feel like your alone and in a hole, one in which you feel you can't get out. That's how I feel.
I stood up. Weak kneed, I walked out of Liam's room and towards Kai's room. I walked around and noticed the window was open. I walked over and closed it, locking it. I then walked over to Kai's bathroom and looked in her mirror. "Why doesn't she love me?!" I yelled. "I could give her everything!" I slammed my fist on the counter top, making a water droplet fall out of the faucet.
I studied the droplet the slid down the steep walls of the sink. I watched as it slipped into the drain, just like this little drop of water slipped away, so did my love. Then I thought, why would there be a water droplet if no one has been in here? I looked around. Nothing was out of place, nothing except....the bag....it was gone! The one that was hanging on Kai's desk chair! I ran into Louis' bedroom. "LOU!!! LOU!!!" I yelled. "She took the bag!! She took the bag!"
"What?!" He asked looking confused.
"SHE TOOK THE BAG! The one on her chair! She took it! When I walked by her room the first time, heading to Liam's room, I saw it there. But now it's gone!" I grinned as he did. "She's got to be close by!" I said, eager to find my girl. "Wait a minute.....THE WINDOW!!" I yelled. I ran down the hallway and towards Kai's room. I quickly made my way to the closed window and opened it. I peeped my head out slowly, just in case she was there-I didn't want to scare her off. I looked out, my eyes grazing the yard. But she was not to be found. I brought my head back inside and slid down the wall next to the window. I was so close, I thought I had something. But...but...what's that noise? I hold my breath and try to listen in on the sound. The voices down the hall are to loud for me to hear so I quietly get up and close the door. I sit back down by the window and hold my breath once more.
It sounds like someone crying. I slowly crawl to the window and look out.
I looked down and gasp at the sight. There she is, sitting by the edge of the house. I quietly run out of the room and down the hallway, down the stairs and out the back door. I stop before I turn the corner of the house. I peak around and there, still sitting with her knees up to her chest and her head in her hands, is my girl. I slowly approach her.
I just sat there crying. How could I treat him like that?! He deserves so much more.
I sit there and try to calm myself down before I head back home. But suddenly I feel an arm wrap around me. Thinking it was Ana I lean into the warm body, which smells of Axe and after shave. A too familiar smell.
I stop breathing. It can't be...not now! It can't be! I reach my hand up, my head still down, and grab the hand that rests on my shoulder. A strong grip grabs onto my hand tightly and a strong thumb stars to run smooth circles on mine. I look up into the eyes of my green eyed boy, who's dimples are shining brighter than the sun. "Harry?" I whispered. But he shuts me up when his lips hit mine. I immediately kiss back and feel the wonderful feelings I once felt before. Butterflies and fireworks went off inside of me. After about fifteen seconds we pull apart.
"You have no idea how much I have missed you." He whispered.
"I missed you so much more." I said.
"Sooo not possible!" He grinned as his eyes started to water.
"I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have left like that. It wasn't just family I needed to help me cope with the loss of Caleb." I looked him in the eyes. "I need you, too." He pulled me into his arms and squeezed me tight.
"And I needed you." He whispered. "I love you Kai, more than anything in the world." He spoke. And I knew he meant it.
"And I love you." I said as I hugged him back. For the first time in a while, all my worries and fears went away.