Almost a month and a half since she left. "Do you think she even misses me?" I ask Liam.
"Haz, I know it's hard but just give her more time alright? She'll come around okay?"
"But I don't think I can last any longer. My heart can't take this anymore...I think it's time I move on." It stung to hear myself say those words.
"Harry...you don't mean that! You know you love her! Just be patient, patience is the key. And never make a move without thinking it through first remember? That's what you told Kai when you trained her. Take your own advice mate! Seriously it will do you some good!" He acted offended that I would even think about giving up on Kai.
"So, what else do I do then? What CAN I do?" I was out of ideas.
"Well, for starters, you could wash up. When's the last time you showered anyways?! You wreak mate!" He plugged his nose and swatted his other hand around.
"Uhm, I'm not answering that, trust me you don't want to know." I was not about to tell him how long it's been since I've showered.
"Haha, seriously, when's the last time you showered?" Liam asked chuckling.
"LAST WEEK!!!" Louis yelled from his bedroom.
"REALLY LOU?! THATS PERSONAL MATE!! SOME BEST FRIEND!" The guys laughed and I stormed off to my bathroom. I stripped off my clothes then stepped in the shower. The water felt good on my back and tensed muscles. I haven't stretched in a while, every time I go into the training room I think of Her. I shampoo then use conditioner. And yes, I use conditioner...it keeps my hair nice and neat. I rinse then wash my body. Once I'm finished I step out and wrap a towel around my waist. My curls stick to my forehead as if there little lives depended on it. I grabbed my shaving cream and spread some across my jaw line. I grabbed my razor and started sliding it down the edge of my face. I rinsed my face and dried off. Afterwords, I walk into my bedroom and find a pair of skinnies in my closet. I put them on then grab my favorite shirt. Thankfully I haven't been lazy enough to not do my laundry so my clothes don't smell too bad. I brush through my hair then head downstairs to eat lunch.
It's now 1:00 in the afternoon. Ana and I have been driving for a while. We left around 9:30 this morning and we are about an hour and a half away from the house we once called home. "Please take a right at the next intersection." Said the GPS. We had entered the street address into it so we wouldn't have to follow the roads by map.
"Do you want me to drive now?" Diana asked me.
"No no, it's alright I got it. Besides there's only a little ways to go." I smiled. But on the inside I wasn't feeling smiley at all. My insides were churning and I felt nauseas. "Hey Ana, can I ask you something?"
"Sure." She said smiling.
"Are you as nervous as I am?"
"Are you kidding me?! I'm sick with nerves. I haven't seen Liam in years and I'm headed over to his house to just join back into his life!?! Yes I'm really nervous....how are you holding up?"
"Ha! I feel the same way!" I said making a fake smile. "But whatever happens, we have each other right?"
"Right! You are exactly right! Hhhh, I just pray it does work out." She sighed.
"Me, too. Actually haha I've been praying the whole way." She gave me a sympathetic smile.
"It'll be okay, you'll see." She said.
"I sure hope so!" I sighed.
"Hey, wanna listen to some music?" She asked me.
"Yes please!" I replied.
"Alright, I have Pink, Nickel back, Taylor Swift, uhm...hmm, OH!! Do you like Bruno Mars?" She asked smiling.
"Uh, DUH! Yes I choose him!" I said smiling. She took out the CD and put it in the player. The song 'Rain' came on. It made me wonder if Harry thought this about me. Probably not, but hey a girl can dream right?
"I love this song!" Ana said.
"Me too." I said. We listened to Bruno for the rest of the way to Seattle, Washington. It wasn't until we got to the boys road that we turned off the music. And when we pulled up to that familiar drive-way, my heart nearly beat out of my chest.