I woke up the next morning I'm my old room. I couldn't believe I was finally home. I laid there and breathed in the fresh home air. I loved the smell of my house, even though it was spring it felt like summer. And it smelt like it too. I sat up and stretched. I grinned as I heard my mama in the kitchen. I thought if never hear that sound again. I got out of bed and made my way to the kitchen. "Hey mama." I said. She jumped and then turned around.
"Oh! Baby you scared me, haha how's my girl doin?" She asked, coming over to give me another hug.
"I'm alright." I said in a slightly monotone voice.
"What's the matter?" She asked me. Hhhh, well if I don't tell her now then she'll find out later so...
"Mama we have to talk." She looked me in the eyes and new this was going to be a serious girl talk.
"Alright, let's sit at the table." We sat down and I began to tell her everything that has happened to me in the past four months. Starting with the date with Caleb and ending with calling the Taxi. I didn't leave out a single detail either. I told her about how me and Harry went on a car chase and how he saved my life, how Liam was like an older brother to me and how funny Zayn was. Niall ate like a pig and Louis was a bit on the crazy side. I told her literally everything, even the moments me and Harry shared.
I finally finished and she just sat there, I could tell it was a lot for her to sink in. And I know she would tell my father later, I wouldn't have to say all this over again. "Sooo....?" I asked.
"That's, that's a lot to soak in sweety. All this really happened to you?" She asked concerned.
"Yeah, but you have to swear not to say anything to anyone! Except dad of course, but no one else! They are the sweetest people but they just don't have the most lucky jobs." I quieted as I spoke.
"Why can't they just quit?" She asked.
"They took an oath. Once you're in, it is illegal for you to back out. And they are on constant watch. They can't do anything without the government knowing."
"Baby, I don't know what to say. But at least I know now that you were safe with them. They were good to you right?" She looked nervous.
"Yes mama.." I said in a 'duh!'sort of way.
"Well good." She patted hand. "I'm just glad you're home safe." She said.
"Me too, but.."
"But what?" She tilted her head.
"I kind of miss them. But they wouldn't want me back. I left without saying goodbye and the note I left probably cause Harry to hate me." My heart broke into pieces when I said that.
"Honey, everyone makes mistakes no one is perfect. I'm sure they understand. And besides they are spies, there're tough." She said smiling.
"Yeah I guess you right." I had to give her credit for that one. They were tough and they thought you to never get emotionally attached. Maybe Harry never loved me after all. Yet deep down inside I had a little spark of hope that said 'yes, he does'.
I didn't even feel like getting up. Liam had to come into my room and drag me out of bed. But even then I just laid on the floor. I should have known better then to bring a girl home. The same thing happened to Liam but I didn't give a hoot at the fact that it could happen to me as well. I finally sat up and rubbed my sore red eyes. You know? Maybe this ain't worth it. Maybe I should just give up now and save some of the heart I still have left. Hhh, I can't do that! I have to wait for her! She'll come back I know she will, I just have to be patient.....
And that's the last time I thought about giving up. It had been one month and I still haven't heard a thing about her. I knew where she was, the government have us her address so we could keep tabs on her. But I couldn't build up the courage to talk to her. I just had a gut feeling that she didn't want me. But even though I thought that, my feelings for her kept growing. I never once told myself that I didn't love her anymore. I'll love her no matter how she feels. I can love her with or without her! I didn't need to be connected to her, I loved either way. But it sure would be helpful if I knew she felt the same way. Maybe someday I'll see her again.
KAI'S MOM'S POV
Kai hasn't been the same ever since she's gotten home. She gets in these moods where nothing can make her happy. I'm worried about her and I think I know why she's been like this the past month. She misses him. I can tell, when my husband left for a missions trip a while back my heart ached. I missed him so much and I acted the same way she is now. And another reason why I know she misses him, she hasn't stopped talking about him. She'll tell me things that they did together while she was with him, and she perks up whenever she hears his name, even if it isn't him the person is talking about. She seems to daydream much more also.
"Hey mama!" She said walking into the room. She had her purse with her.
"Hi baby girl! Where are you going?" I asked.
"To the coffee shop, I'm tired but can't sleep so I need my favorite frappé to help." She walked over to me and kissed me on the cheek goodbye.
"Alright, I love you! And be careful!" I said before she left.
"I will!!" She sighed back.
Hey sweetpeas!:) so I know I don't usually do authors notes but I wanted to apologize for all the shorter chapters lately and I know it's been written kind of sloppy also, please bare with me. My life has been so busy lately! I hope you are loving it! And please comment me more!:) I read every single one of them and they always bring a smile to my face! I love you guys!!:) talk to ya soon:)