I walked into school with molly by my side feeling evidently happier. I hadn't seen Dylan or Mackenzie all day up until lunch. I walked into the Cafeteria and there Dylan was sitting at the table and there Mackenzie was, sitting on his lap. Let him be happy. let him be happy! I screamed mentally at my self before looking away and sitting down with molly. When I sat down she was looking at Dylan and Molly. He looked at me briefly before wrapping his arms around Mackenzie. I felt like my heart shattered. I refused to cry. Molly stood up and grabbed my arm, trying to get me away before anything worse happened. She wasn't quick enough.
"Hey look," Mackenzie sneered from her position on Dylans lap and they all turned to look at me. "It's the fat freak." I heard them all laughing, even Dylan. "Where you going fatty?" She said and they all snickered again. I grabbed mollys arm and dragged her along faster. We got to the bathroom and I curled up into a little ball against the wall.
"I'll fucking kill her." Molly screamed and sat down beside me to comfort me.
I don't know why I laughed, but I did and she heard me. I wanted to push Mackenzie off my lap and let her fall on that snooty ass of hers. But I didn't.
"Come on girls, lets go watch that fat ass cry." Mackenzie laughed getting up with her friends to follow her to the bathroom.
"Don't you think you've done enough damage for one day Mackenzie?" I asked smiling at her. Why the hell did I even take her back.
"Excuse me?" She sneered.
I stood up and leaned closer to her ear and whispered, "Don't fucking sass me, I'm the one who took you back, not the other way around, don't make me change my mind." I walked away before she had the chance to respond. When I got up to my locker Molly and Zoe were there, and Zoe didn't show any trace that she had been crying. She looked beautiful as always.
I didn't cry. I just sat there with Molly comforting me. I didn't feel sad at all. I only felt pure hatred to Mackenzie and all of the other populars. I wanted to slap Dylan so hard. Molly and I both left the bathroom and went up to my locker. We were just talking about random stuff to get my mind off of Dylan. That was until he walked up. I kept my eyes on my locker and pretended I didn't see him. Molly turned to him;
"What do you want." She spat.
"To get to my locker," Then he turned to me and said, much softer. "Is that okay with you Zoe?"
"Fuck you." I said and slammed my locker shut right before the bell rang. Dylan caught my arm and pulled me back while molly got lost in the crowd of people and didn't notice my disappearance.
"Look Zoe, I don't know why i laughed. I didn't mean it. You're not fat." He said gently. As if he thought I was some fragile piece of China that would break at the touch.
"You think I'm mad about that?" I snapped. "Or maybe was it the fact that I walked into the cafeteria to find Mackenzie sitting on your fucking lap."
"Wow, are you seriously jealous of Mackenzie?" He almost laughed.
"No. Why would I have any reason to be jealous of your slut of a girlfriend." I reminded him harshly.
"Zoe look I--" I walked off before he could finish his sentence.