4. Me Right Now
I'm a hot mess when I'm by myself. I cry myself to sleep. I cut my arms and legs. But when I'm at school or with friends that don't know that side of me, I'm crazy, loud, funny. I think I might has MPD. (Multiple Personality Disorder) lmao.. I doubt it...
But for those of you who are wondering, for every negative comment said towards me, (or something bad a bully says towards me or about me) I put one cut in my arm or leg. They don't hurt anymore. They stin for a little bit if I don't clean them. But other than that, I just see blood and cry because of emotional pain.
What's interesting, is that my parents haven't seen them yet. I've been doing this for almost a year and they haven't seen or suspected anything. So I think I'll be good for a while. But I'm sure you're probably sitting there calling me crazy. Or stupid or something like that. But honestly, I don't really care. Because this is for me to express myself.
I have 3 friends right now. I love all 3 of them. Lizzy, Tori, and Cameren. They help me through my problems and I know that I will always have them.