Darkness thats all I see, its pitched black, but not anymore, there's a spotlight on me and only me. I look down to the ground and only see grass and dirt. I know very specific, not really (snap) what was that (snap) where is that coming from (snap) I keep turning around trying to find out where the noise is coming from. But, I don't see anything, yet the sound is getting louder meaning its coming closer to me. I start to panic and begin to run. I know it's dark but I know I'm running through the forest, and whatever is chasing me is getting closer and closer. I turn my head back like the girl running away from the killer in movies, you know before she trips and dies, yeah well like that. But, what I see is two golden eyes looking at me, it takes me while to realize it was wolf eye's. I stop running and look into its eye's and I see pain I see a blurry figure of a person alone and then it turns to two people arguing. The image color starts turning red and one of the people there starts getting angrier and angrier. The wolf blinks its eyes and glares evily at me and now I know I''m its prey. I start running again, I know the wolf is getting closer and closer to me. All of sudden I feel like my spirit came out of my body, because I saw myself running away from the wolf, I look at the wolf, it face is close to mine and then it bites down on me.
"AHHHHHHH!!!" I yell my lungs out as I wake up from the dream. My mother comes running in and picks me up from the floor and I curl up to her as she just hugs. I cry for a little while, but I don't know why, I know it was just a dream. I hear mummuring from my mother, I know she is trying to calm me down, but I don't understand what she is saying. My mother and I can have our arguements, but I know she loves me. I live with both parents, but I feel like my mother raised me on her own, after we work things out. " Mom, how did you get in the room, if I locked the room?" I asked her. " I'm your mother, i have a spare key to your room, be thankful that you dad didn't remember I had the key." She said. " So, you were faking yesterday, when you trying to get into my room." I asked. " At first no, then I remember that I had the key, but I kept playing it so your dad won't come in. I know when you have to blow of some steam. I wished you snucked out to either play soccer or go boxing, not drinking whine, Nikki." She said. " I know mom sorry, its just that Mason..." I try responding before she interrupted. "Mason, are you hanging out with him again, Nikki he is a bad influence, I don't want you talking to him Nikki." Mom replied. " Mom he isn't a ... " I try speaking again, but seam to fail. " he isn't a bad kid, Nikki do you remmeber what happen to you last time you were with him." she said. Yes I do remmeber mom, but you don't know the truth he made me swear not to tell what actually happen. So yeah mom I know you blaming him for what happen, even if it wasn't his fault, not one bit. " Yes, mom I remember" Is all I said. " Good promise you won't talk to him no more, and no more driniking please." She said. " FIne, Mom where's dad?" I asked. " He left to work already." she replied. " that means I have to walk to school don't I ? " I asked knowing the answer. " Yes Nikki and before you complain, it serves you right for drinking. " She responded laughing. Can you believe that, laughing she was laughing, I have a crazy mother, but I love her. " Can I have coffee for breakfast then, with sweet bread." I asked. " Yeah yeah but hurry your but up, if you want to get to school on time. " She responded. " Thanks Momma" I said and stated to get ready.
I looked for my unifrom in my drawers, got my sky blue polo shirt, black pants, my senior hoodie, and socks shoes and took them to the bathroom. I took out my phone but pandora on and got into the shower. The first song that came out was 'Hey There Delilah' and I was singing along to the song, when I start singing I get lost in the music that I forget that I'm singing. It weird that I cand ream about things when I sing and still sing the correct lyrics. The next song was ' Never Gone ' by Colton Dixen, oh how I love him and his music, I connect to them a lot. I starting singing the third verse with a lot of emotion:
We break when we fall too hard
Lose faith when we're torn apart
Don't say you're too far gone
it's a shame
It's a shame
This song in genera means a lot to me, Paramore and Colton Dixon are the only band and artist music that I can connect to the most and Demi too. My music choice it varies and you will see that as the days goes by. My different genres of music that I completley love, as I was singing the next song ' How great is our God' my mom knocks on the door to tell me to hurry up if I want to get to school on time. So I turn off the water and I changed into my uniform and looked for a blow dryer cause my hair is going to be a mess if I don't dry my hair in the morning. Frizzy hair is the reason why I hate morning showers, found it hahaha yay not to dry the mess of a hair. When I get out of the bathroom I go to the kitchen and eat breakfast and brush my teeth and i head out to school.
*skip boring part of me walking to school and thinking of things*
I make it just in time to school the bell rang when I walk through the gate, as they said saved by the bell, ok that doesn't make sense right here. But, it will one day, I know it will; I'm an odd child for crying out loud I'm talking to myself. I have Hall first toda, great I guess I'm running up these stairs today,but hey great workout . I walk in to see Brandon sitting on my desk, great way to start my morning.
" Thanks for infecting my desk" I said
" Your desk loves my ass" Brandon said
" No it doesn't, it loves mine." I respond
" Nah I think it likes mine better" He replied
" see this was my desk in freshman year and now senior year, so I think it loves mine better. " I said
" How do you know this is your desk from freshman year?" He asked
" It has my initals carved on to it, see" I said as I showed him my initials carved onto the table desk.
" Oh crap it does say your name on here." He said
" yeah It does now get you butt of my desk." I said
The next thing that happen I did not expect. So when I told brandon to get off he didn't, ok so it's going to be the hard way. I pushed him and before he fell on to the floor he pulled me with making me fall on top of him. The nerve of that kid pulling me with him, grrr. Oh the situation get worse Mr. V decides to walk in at that moment.
" Nikki get off Brandon, this is not the time and place to be making out, its time to focus in class am I clear." He said
" yes, sir but in my defense he fell and when he grab on to me I fell with him and landed on him." I say
" Is that true?" He asked
" Yes, don't you think some as heavy as brandon won't make me fall" I said
" you calling me fat" Brandon said
" No dummy, you're a freakin twig but wiegh a lot" I said
" Brandon?" Mr. V asked
" SHe pushed me and for payback I pulled her with me and she fell on top of me and thats when you came in." Brandon said. snitch
" Now that I belive" Mr. V said
" what, why? " I said
" Because frankly Ms. Taylor, you are a Liar" Mr.V said (A/N if you dont get that line think back in Wizard Of Waverly Place)
" I'm not a liar" I said
" Then what are you ?" He asked
" I'm a person who extends the truth" I said
" Nikki, Nikki, Nikki what am I going to do with you." He said
" I'm not sure" I said
" Aye Nikki, get back to class and learn something please" He said
" Fine" I replied
We all settle down on our OWN seats, and started our lesson for the day which turn out for me and eddie falling asleep. Its the first day well second day for me I'll catch up, I hope. I woke up to bang on the floor turns out I missed the most funniest thing ever. Hall saw Carlos sleeping and lifted his desk hoping he would wake up instead Carlos falls of the chair mid way from the air. Oh how I wished I recored that, but no I was sleeping I'm happy he didnt see me sleeping. Now that I'm awake and we are basically having a free period I decided to go to Mccutchan Class. What a terrible mistake that was, with the whole Carlos thing I forgot that Alex was in this class.
" Yes, Nikki?" Mccutchan asked
" Hall, free period, you need any help?" I asked
" Correcting quizzes and typing out the hw, you can sit on the other desk." She said
At first I was happy yo be sitting on the desk but than I saw who the person on the seat closest to the desk was. It was stephany, we talked about how Juan is still be goofy and all, and how much we missed eachother having a class together. Oh how I wish that was true, becuase it was not stephany who was sitting there, instead as always ruining my life it was Akex. He gave me a glare and I just ignored him for once. He mummered somthing but I have no idea what it was. I was correcting the quizzes, and man do these students don't study at all. Majority of them failed and Mccutchan is going to be angry. She was checking her email when she shouted acrros the room.
" Nikki!! Are you going the Self Titled Tour!!" She asked
" Yes!! I'm just waiting for the tickets to go on sale" I respond
" I'm sending you the link to get the pre-sale tickets!!" She responded
" OMG !! thanks Mccutchan I knew you were my favorite teacher for a reason" I yelled across the room
The students all looked at us weird, Alex looked so confuse on what we where talking about. I just laughed cause not a lot undersand mine and Mccutchan relationship. We love going to concerts and rocking out to our favorite bands. If they only knew should I tel them, umm I'll let Mccutchan say it or not.
Hey people!!! So it's been awhile a few weeks or less or more IDK hahaha so here's a short chapter. I hope you like it and if you don't well you don't !! I'm trying to update when I can I've been on spring break !! spend sometime with the family and friends!! a few parties !! Oh and Prom past already it was amazing time with friends and I ate denny's at about 2 in the morining so best two days ever for prom!! hahaha What else I think I'm going to CSUN for college hopefully I get to dorm there!! I reunited with some of my cousins that I havent seen in over and year!! So, I'm trying to Wango Tango to see Paramore, One Republic, Shakira, B.O.B, Ed Sheeran, Maroon 5, and ETC. but yeah, my dad has his ways of tricking me sometimes and I'm hoping that this time he is so I can see them. Oh and this summer I'm finally going to see my brother who I haven't seen over like 8 years!! So I cant wait for Summer !! OK so comment below with any suggestions and if you like you like vote if you vote !! Now I'm gonna stuff my self with donuts cause I just got hungry ok bye peace- Jenny :)